so is it just me, or is the idea of "just being friends" a really, really bad idea.
its alot like the one time that i had to serve food during the middle of a forty day fast.
its just not far to dangle the unatainable in front of my hungry eyes.
there is no dignity in it either.
it portrays one as being someone who cant let go; as being a desperate loser.
and plus, the only reason why i was friends with her in the first place was because of the hope that i would someday be more than a friend.
and now that i know i am forever doomed to the land of buddyland, i have, seemingly, lost my incentive to be a nice guy.
what i havent lost (unfortunatly) is the hope that we will get back together.
which is why i will still be her friend.
which is why women will always have the upper hand with me.
i really wish that i was one of those typical, jerk-type, guys.
you know, be all tough and demanding;
tell the ladies whats up.
then chicks would dig me.
i'd fight 'em off with a stick (but only metaphorically; not with an actual stick).
for all the talk that girls give about wanting a nice guy, i have yet to see the proof.
9:21 p.m. - 2003-12-24
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