papotheclown
2024-04-06 /
A Weird Wash of Metaphors
2024-04-01 /
Easter
2024-03-28 /
There is a Morrissey song called "Spent the Day in Bed" that is fitting here as a title
2024-03-08 /
I don't know
2024-02-15 /
Contemplations on a sexless Valentine's Day
2024-02-06 /
Pushover Pt. II
2024-02-03 /
Pushover
2024-01-24 /
43 Years Young
2024-01-15 /
more thoughts cast into the canyon of the void
2024-01-01 /
Blah Blah New Year's Blah Blah
2023-12-26 /
Late Night (Actually Early Morning) Christmas Thoughts
2023-12-14 /
Sunrise, Sunset
2023-12-01 /
Writerly Thoughts
2023-11-02 /
What Will I Be If I Ever Grow Up?
2023-10-30 /
no thought do nothing day
2023-10-26 /
I Read the News Today, Oh Boy
2023-10-20 /
Get Down with the Sickness
2023-10-16 /
Conflicted
2023-10-08 /
A Dark and Meandering Path of Wayward Thoughts
2023-09-28 /
A Bit of a Nothing Entry
2023-09-08 /
To Be Born Again, You Must Surely Die
2023-09-01 /
Those Left Behind.
2023-08-19 /
The Sexually Repressed Mr. Darcy
2023-08-18 /
Not Much To Say
2023-08-02 /
Cabaret
2023-07-22 /
I Thought I was Going to Write About My Cat, But Things Took a Turn (trigger warning, it's kind of heavy)
2023-07-18 /
Lucia Sophia Isabella: Wonder Cat
2023-07-10 /
An Entry to Prove I Still Exist
2023-05-21 /
Sarah and Her Animal Companions
2023-04-30 /
At the Bottom of the Staircase
2023-04-27 /
Falling down a spiral staircase of the brain
2023-04-13 /
-
2023-04-07 /
A Tribute to My Bookstore Surrounded by Other News
2023-04-01 /
Observe and Report
2023-03-21 /
To be Good. But Actually Good.
2023-03-16 /
The side effects of thawing.
2023-02-22 /
Everything in between
2023-01-29 /
Not Much, You?
2023-01-22 /
The Precarity of Poverty
2022-12-29 /
Tempted
2022-12-18 /
The Guard Shack
2022-12-14 /
Not Dead, Just Not Writing Much
2022-09-20 /
Still Unbroken Up
2022-08-29 /
Pray for Rain, Dig a Well
2022-08-16 /
The Things That Can Only be Whispered in Darkness
2022-08-09 /
Lot of feelings, lack of words
2022-07-23 /
Samsara
2022-07-08 /
Nihilism for Fun and Profit
2022-07-05 /
Everything and Nothing All at Once
2022-06-21 /
Summer Solstice
2022-06-15 /
writing about not writing
2022-06-01 /
Conflicted
2022-05-22 /
She and Tulsa and Me
2022-04-15 /
The Sun and the Moon
2022-04-07 /
Forest Paradise
2022-04-02 /
The Glorious future, The Tragic Past
2022-03-23 /
On Time in Arizona
2022-03-16 /
The end of the Van, the beginning of something else
2022-03-04 /
20 Years a Blog
2022-03-01 /
She and I
2022-02-19 /
Counting Matches with Rain Man
2022-02-12 /
Her
2022-02-05 /
Play Acting
2022-01-25 /
Hello. Goodbye. Hello.
2022-01-22 /
Birthday Birthday Blah Blah Blah
2022-01-20 /
A dream
2022-01-06 /
Another day wasted, another day of growth
2021-12-20 /
In a Basement on an air mattress, freshly showered
2021-12-10 /
A Pattern, A Purpose (so sorry all my entries have been so long lately)
2021-12-06 /
Three Weeks a Boyfriend
2021-11-25 /
Turkey Day
2021-11-20 /
a rumination on sex and love
2021-11-09 /
Where I've Been, Where I am
2021-10-17 /
An attempt to cover some of the distance I have traveled.
2021-10-16 /
Less of an update, more of a teaser of an update
2021-09-10 /
Howl at the New Moon
2021-08-29 /
Well, Well, look Who’s Inside Again (Went Out to Look For a Reason to Hide Again)
2021-08-04 /
Like that Bruno Mars song. No, the other one.
2021-07-30 /
New Stuff, who dis?
2021-07-13 /
everyone in the whole world
2021-07-12 /
This last week
2021-06-18 /
Papo The Wizard
2021-06-08 /
This Week
2021-05-30 /
Here I stopped dangerous thoughts mid-stream and changed course
2021-05-21 /
I got interviewed in a thing
2021-05-18 /
The Defeated Loner
2021-05-11 /
An Open Marriage to Solitude
2021-05-02 /
Secret Admirer Unmasked
2021-04-15 /
Abstract Expressionism
2021-03-29 /
Soul Tornado (that sounds like a Christian book title, doesn't it?)
2021-03-13 /
The Letters
2021-03-04 /
The Last Time
2021-02-17 /
The Lady of Louisiana (it's long, but hopefully readable)
2021-02-15 /
Snow Week
2021-02-08 /
The Walls of the Church
2021-02-02 /
Days 3-6 (skipping Day 2 for now)
2021-01-22 /
Day 1
2021-01-19 /
40
2021-01-02 /
Milestone
2020-12-21 /
The Pastor's Daughter
2020-12-08 /
Love in the Time of Corona
2020-12-07 /
A little whining about the stress of the future
2020-11-29 /
Pins and Needles
2020-11-12 /
Step by Step (ooh, baby) (That's a New Kids on the Block reference in case you are under 40)
2020-11-08 /
a book of a thousand chapters starts with a single word
2020-10-16 /
Bitter
2020-10-13 /
Day to Day
2020-08-08 /
168
2020-08-06 /
Feelings
2020-08-03 /
Two Posts in as Many Days? I Must be on a Spree or Something.
2020-08-01 /
Too Emotionally Soft for the Apocalypse
2020-07-03 /
Finding my own voice in the wilderness
2020-05-11 /
Looking Back
2020-05-08 /
Pills, Pills, Pills
2020-05-03 /
Anxiety is a real motherfucker
2020-04-15 /
A Good Deal of Emotional Vomit
2020-04-11 /
Word constipation
2020-03-27 /
Sleepless Thoughts (and thoughts, and thoughts)
2020-03-24 /
Pandemic
2020-03-03 /
I am a Writer (look, I am writing right now)
2020-02-27 /
Fingernails and Agoraphobia
2020-02-13 /
Man is Condemned to his Freedom
2020-02-10 /
Tell the Man in C-3PO Socks How You are Feeling.
2020-01-31 /
How do Hermits pay the rent?
2020-01-24 /
39
2020-01-20 /
You can feel the tension in the teeth.
2020-01-18 /
Tropic of Cancer (Millennials Edition)
2020-01-13 /
Got that 2020 vision (everyone is allowed to make that joke once this year)
2019-11-30 /
Still? Still.
2019-10-05 /
The Time Traveler.
2019-09-02 /
updatey ramble
2019-08-09 /
You Pray to Die (But god Doesn't Answer Prayer)
2019-07-16 /
Full Moon
2019-06-19 /
A Ramble.
2019-06-11 /
63 Days Since My Last Entry? Holy Fuck.
2019-04-08 /
Hometown Tulsa
2019-03-21 /
This Place Fits Like Your Old Favorite Pair of Jeans.
2019-03-19 /
9 Days
2019-03-05 /
I am feeling so many things but just want to sleep
2019-02-19 /
Waiting
2019-02-08 /
Still in the Shit
2019-01-30 /
It's Going to be Okay.
2019-01-24 /
This Post Has All the Trigger Warnings (Seriously Though, Be Careful)
2019-01-18 /
I hate feeling like this.
2018-12-12 /
I am so lost right now.
2018-11-29 /
brain full of static.
2018-11-16 /
I don't know. I don't know.
2018-11-14 /
An attempt to write.
2018-11-08 /
Texas
2018-10-24 /
A Car, Some Poverty, A Lady
2018-10-11 /
Feeling good (in the hood)
2018-10-09 /
The Weariness of the Road
2018-09-28 /
Hungry in NYC
2018-09-24 /
Sick
2018-09-20 /
Back in Philly
2018-09-17 /
Still in Florida
2018-09-12 /
I guess we will walk then.
2018-09-03 /
High in Iowa
2018-08-30 /
Hello, Bri
2018-08-23 /
Denver
2018-07-20 /
Miss Philadelphia
2018-07-17 /
-
2018-07-13 /
Maryland Emptiness
2018-07-10 /
This Entry Says Nothing of Importance
2018-07-08 /
Redding, Portland, Philly, Richmond
2018-06-21 /
Silence
2018-05-16 /
The Changing Landscape of the Highway
2018-05-16 /
The Changing Landscape of the Highway
2018-04-22 /
Shifting Sand
2018-04-01 /
At The End of Myself
2018-03-10 /
Grateful, Exhausted, Lost
2018-03-08 /
Orange County
2018-02-25 /
The first two weeks
2018-02-11 /
Still in Denver, but the trip has begun
2018-01-28 /
Growth
2018-01-15 /
Everything You Feel is Important
2018-01-13 /
A Not So Brief Attempt at Brevity
2018-01-10 /
Don't Bother Reading My Last Post. It Was Just a Bunch of Whining.
2018-01-10 /
Don't Bother Reading My Last Post. It Was Just a Bunch of Whining.
2018-01-09 /
Fuck me in the fucking face
2018-01-04 /
Breaking Free
2018-01-03 /
Alone.
2017-12-31 /
Moving Out
2017-12-26 /
A Pretty Good Christmas
2017-12-22 /
Getting Ready
2017-12-18 /
My Monday Night
2017-12-15 /
What the Fuck Am I Thinking?
2017-12-15 /
What the Fuck Am I Thinking?
2017-12-08 /
Stepping Out
2017-12-05 /
Hospital
2017-12-01 /
Elsewhere
2017-11-28 /
The match lit in the darkness.
2017-11-23 /
An Untitled Poem: First Draft
2017-11-22 /
It's Not Okay, but I am Okay
2017-11-21 /
Pent Up
2017-11-11 /
Fuck.
2017-11-05 /
Stress
2017-10-25 /
Alysson Writes
2017-10-23 /
Trinity: Dallas, Day 4
2017-10-22 /
Dallas: Day 3
2017-10-22 /
Dallas: Day 3
2017-10-21 /
Dallas: Day 2
2017-10-19 /
Dallas
2017-10-11 /
31 days
2017-09-09 /
Full Clean Lungs
2017-09-06 /
Jagged Little Pill
2017-09-05 /
A very over-extended metaphor
2017-08-29 /
Mystery Mail
2017-08-26 /
I Really Liked This One (But It Always Ends up the Same)
2017-08-25 /
Is there a difference between giving up and surrender?
2017-08-21 /
To the Mountains!
2017-08-10 /
At the Bottom of the Sea
2017-07-28 /
Hey, thanks everyone
2017-07-26 /
Even at Rock Bottom, One Can Still See the Stars
2017-07-24 /
The New Normal
2017-07-04 /
Mountaintop
2017-06-28 /
Honor the Sacred
2017-06-26 /
An odd sort of reflection
2017-06-25 /
New Writing Desk.
2017-06-16 /
I am finally starting to understand the things I have long proclaimed
2017-06-11 /
Sorry. It's another suicide post.
2017-05-27 /
Opening my eyes, stretching my arms
2017-05-21 /
Hello, Old Friend.
2017-05-19 /
Puzzle piece
2017-05-17 /
Jaime
2017-04-25 /
A Prophet is Not Recognized in His Own Town
2017-04-16 /
A Letter to my Future Wife
2017-04-09 /
A Metaphor for Sadness
2017-04-04 /
The Social Wallflower
2017-04-02 /
Kind of a Weird Day
2017-03-29 /
row, row, row your boat
2017-03-18 /
Feeling Good.
2017-03-14 /
Hard to say Np
2017-03-07 /
Stuff.
2017-03-01 /
Feeling down
2017-02-24 /
I still think The Secret is bullshit, but...
2017-02-12 /
A long rough draft of the memoir. Seriously, it's super long.
2017-02-11 /
I am a bit blown away
2017-02-05 /
What happened in Vegas did not stay there.
2017-01-28 /
How Papo Got His Groove Back
2017-01-23 /
Four More Years
2017-01-22 /
Resemblance
2017-01-19 /
I am feeling...
2017-01-14 /
Not much to say.
2017-01-08 /
I am so tired of all this.
2017-01-04 /
Bari
2016-12-29 /
Resolution
2016-12-29 /
That Ended Quick.
2016-12-28 /
Allyson
2016-12-26 /
Bodhisattva
2016-12-23 /
The Freak Out
2016-12-18 /
Parents
2016-12-16 /
I graduated
2016-12-15 /
First draft of a rambly poem
2016-12-11 /
A gathering of whiny complaints and grammatical errors that I am not going to bother to fix
2016-12-06 /
The Cock Project
2016-11-30 /
Reflection
2016-11-29 /
Today
2016-11-27 /
Here I am, talking about cars and sex. Just like some regular dude.
2016-11-24 /
Just a Full-Bellied Ramble
2016-11-21 /
I hate my brain sometimes
2016-11-18 /
Love
2016-11-15 /
My People.
2016-11-12 /
Blessed are the Peacemakers
2016-11-06 /
Sometimes Writing Doesn't Make You Feel Better.
2016-11-01 /
I can't think of a clever title.
2016-10-24 /
The Sufferers
2016-10-17 /
My thoughts today.
2016-10-13 /
It's a start.
2016-10-08 /
So done.
2016-10-04 /
Casual Sex
2016-09-25 /
Better-ish
2016-09-23 /
How Does Your Garden Grow?
2016-09-10 /
Breakthrough
2016-09-07 /
Thus Quoth Linkin Park: "I am one step closer to the edge..."
2016-09-06 /
Fuck
2016-08-30 /
Attractive
2016-08-28 /
Cercle de la Mort
2016-08-25 /
Truth (A Poem)
2016-08-24 /
I honestly don't know if I am making sense
2016-08-20 /
I think I give up
2016-08-18 /
Addendum
2016-08-18 /
Me in Real Life
2016-08-09 /
A Pun about being a "Fun Guy" would be appropriate
2016-08-07 /
Preparing
2016-08-02 /
Mixed metaphors, crossed wires
2016-07-31 /
Pretty damn drunk
2016-07-30 /
Buddha and Daniel Johnston
2016-07-29 /
Dear Emily
2016-07-23 /
Dear, future wife...
2016-07-21 /
I just don't know
2016-07-13 /
Bookish
2016-07-12 /
bleh
2016-06-24 /
Stewardship
2016-06-19 /
Didn't Even Have to Use My AK
2016-06-18 /
Abundant
2016-06-14 /
This is a ramble.
2016-06-13 /
Dark Spot
2016-05-30 /
Best Movies to Watch When You are Lonely
2016-05-26 /
My Mother Opens Up
2016-05-11 /
Now to sleep for days.
2016-05-03 /
Now I Can Finally Shut Up About it
2016-04-29 /
Jesus. Fuck. I am tired.
2016-04-25 /
sleepy
2016-04-20 /
I write a little, I flirt a little, I eat a lot of junk food.
2016-04-17 /
Under Pressure
2016-04-11 /
Admitting it to Myself
2016-04-07 /
Brain Date
2016-04-06 /
An elongated sigh before returning to work
2016-03-31 /
Day by Day
2016-03-29 /
Grandma Hope Chest
2016-03-28 /
How it soothes the anguished heart
2016-03-26 /
Depressed
2016-03-19 /
Prime of Life
2016-03-15 /
Dreams
2016-03-09 /
My Ridiculous Obsession with Love
2016-03-09 /
Have I scared her off? Have I been too distant?
2016-03-07 /
I procrastinate my writing by writing
2016-02-25 /
Got it bad
2016-02-23 /
Catching it early
2016-02-17 /
Erica
2016-02-05 /
Buddha-ish
2016-01-27 /
So I Eat Hot Pockets Sometimes. What Are You Going to do About It?
2016-01-21 /
Yes, I recognize that I am being emotional and irrational. Deal with it.
2016-01-20 /
School
2016-01-11 /
A Prayer
2016-01-08 /
Don and Carissa
2016-01-06 /
Weed and Ellington
2016-01-03 /
The Erotic Adventures of Zhaungzhi
2015-12-22 /
Ugh, dating.
2015-12-06 /
Alone
2015-11-28 /
The Longest Week of the Year
2015-11-15 /
But Still Here You Are
2015-11-02 /
I was going to write an update, but decided at the last minute not to
2015-10-30 /
Literally just a ramble of thoughts with no particular theme or direction
2015-10-21 /
drinkily drunk on drunk inducing drinks
2015-10-15 /
Confession
2015-10-10 /
sex sure is complicated. At least for me.
2015-10-07 /
-
2015-10-05 /
Why I Will Probably Write on Here More
2015-10-01 /
Parenthood
2015-09-28 /
Little stabby feelings in my stomach
2015-09-23 /
The Ghost of Emily
2015-09-18 /
Maybe we are all just selfish assholes
2015-08-23 /
Lonely
2015-08-19 /
New Jobs
2015-08-09 /
Lessons Unlearned
2015-07-30 /
Job Stuff
2015-07-25 /
Two
2015-07-21 /
-
2015-07-14 /
Why I am a church historian
2015-05-07 /
Now
2015-04-27 /
Everything Has Changed (and by everything I mean one thing)
2015-04-22 /
Did I mention I am naked? Because I am.
2015-02-20 /
Catch up
2015-01-15 /
Anniversary
2015-01-14 /
La Vie Est Belle
2015-01-05 /
Newness
2014-12-31 /
New Year
2014-12-20 /
A Better Word
2014-12-18 /
Another pledge to change
2014-12-15 /
Fuck.
2014-12-12 /
There is an I in Diaryland, but it's the U that matters
2014-12-10 /
Not much of anything
2014-12-07 /
A brief distraction
2014-12-05 /
A Conversation with a Little Old Lady
2014-11-23 /
the Journey
2014-11-23 /
I hope this lasts.
2014-11-18 /
Tired.
2014-11-11 /
Jazz
2014-11-07 /
Lonely
2014-11-06 /
I am a loser, baby.
2014-11-03 /
Awake in My Tiny Cage
2014-10-27 /
God.
2014-10-17 /
I remember me.
2014-10-13 /
The Paper
2014-10-12 /
A Post About Not Doing Anything
2014-10-12 /
A Post About Not Doing Anything
2014-10-02 /
Lonely
2014-09-29 /
Vulnerability
2014-09-20 /
Late Night Rant
2014-09-18 /
I am alive now.
2014-09-10 /
Narrator
2014-09-07 /
Revelations.
2014-09-05 /
-
2014-09-01 /
All Jazz, No Rock
2014-08-30 /
Shame.
2014-08-23 /
My biology keeps me trying, but my soul is about to break.
2014-08-22 /
School Days.
2014-08-17 /
Top Three Plus Seven.
2014-08-13 /
-
2014-08-12 /
sleeping pill
2014-08-06 /
Someone to talk to.
2014-08-05 /
Faith Without Works
2014-08-05 /
The Date.
2014-08-03 /
Trying.
2014-07-31 /
Good
2014-07-27 /
Hedonism
2014-07-23 /
Father of Mine
2014-07-17 /
All About My Mother
2014-07-14 /
Homework
2014-07-11 /
And I'm back to being sad...
2014-07-10 /
Facebook is the devil
2014-07-07 /
Awaken Compassion
2014-07-02 /
Radical Acceptance
2014-06-22 /
Foolish.
2014-06-21 /
Affirmation
2014-06-19 /
Keep saying it until you believe it
2014-06-17 /
I go alone
2014-06-12 /
Dear God, or the universe, or whatever.
2014-06-08 /
The Trail Out of the Woods.
2014-06-06 /
Survivor
2014-06-05 /
Nearing the End
2014-06-04 /
Darkest
2014-06-02 /
Superflous
2014-05-30 /
Therapy
2014-05-25 /
Nina
2014-04-23 /
The Burning Behind the Eyes
2014-04-10 /
Someone to Talk to
2014-04-09 /
Truly.
2014-03-03 /
I'm probably not as crazy as I think
2014-02-26 /
juice fast
2014-02-20 /
The Future.
2014-02-01 /
After My Walk
2014-01-25 /
A short entry
2014-01-12 /
The End of Alayna
2013-12-29 /
The Rant Before Sleep; The Dream I Keep Having
2013-12-18 /
Lonely
2013-12-10 /
Got My Eye on the Finish Line
2013-12-09 /
Fuck you, God
2013-12-04 /
Three months summed up in a few paragraphs.
2013-08-08 /
Preacher.
2013-08-06 /
Becoming Mr. Right.
2013-07-31 /
hermit
2013-07-30 /
How I spent my summer vacation (from diaryland)
2013-04-10 /
...but poverty and toothache
2013-04-03 /
It's time. The time is almost over.
2013-03-29 /
Kerouac
2013-03-13 /
Do Not Trust Yourself.
2013-03-12 /
Not Insightful
2013-03-07 /
In the Spirit of Needless Updates.
2013-03-04 /
Life Skills
2013-02-27 /
Define "relationship"?
2013-02-10 /
-
2013-01-29 /
Broken
2013-01-27 /
Seven Days
2013-01-18 /
Like a Pre-Burning Bush Moses
2013-01-16 /
Alayna
2013-01-14 /
Lazy Bones
2013-01-10 /
On Sorrow
2013-01-06 /
A Reminder to Myself
2013-01-02 /
Back to College
2013-01-01 /
New Year.
2012-12-31 /
She said...
2012-12-28 /
I should have never asked.
2012-12-24 /
Hope
2012-12-24 /
I can see the end
2012-12-23 /
Suicide.
2012-12-20 /
poverty
2012-12-16 /
Pain
2012-12-12 /
Sleepy Shish Kabob
2012-12-05 /
I Found Her Blog
2012-12-02 /
That's What She Said
2012-11-30 /
Today
2012-11-29 /
So Tired.
2012-11-27 /
The Entry Where Our Hero Writes to Calm Himself Down
2012-11-27 /
The Entry Where Our Hero Writes to Calm Himself Down
2012-11-27 /
More on Alayna
2012-11-25 /
Alayna
2012-11-20 /
Sex
2012-11-18 /
Dear Future Wife...
2012-11-17 /
-
2012-11-12 /
Jupiter
2012-11-11 /
Wolves Crouched at the Door
2012-11-11 /
About Last Night.
2012-11-09 /
Check Me Out!
2012-11-09 /
Check Me Out!
2012-11-09 /
Check Me Out!
2012-11-09 /
Genesis
2012-11-08 /
There's Not Really a Title for This One.
2012-11-07 /
Fast: Day 1
2012-11-05 /
Time for Action
2012-11-03 /
Why I Started Learning French
2012-11-03 /
My List of Ten
2012-11-02 /
Insomnia Thoughts.
2012-10-30 /
Let's Get to Work.
2012-10-30 /
Wedding Dream
2012-10-26 /
High Pain Day
2012-10-26 /
An Incomplete List of Things I am Grateful For.
2012-10-25 /
Exciting Business Opportunities.
2012-10-25 /
Support and cheesecake.
2012-10-23 /
Only 45 to go!
2012-10-23 /
Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps.
2012-10-21 /
How to Have a Nervous Breakdown
2012-10-05 /
Vision Board
2012-09-27 /
Confession
2012-08-26 /
Lonely
2012-08-13 /
I write, but not type.
2012-06-08 /
The Complete History of Sex, Part One. NSFW
2012-02-07 /
Unanswered Prayers.
2012-01-04 /
Maybe I can do this.
2012-01-01 /
The Spirit is willing...
2011-12-21 /
Closer
2011-11-27 /
It's time to change some things.
2011-11-19 /
idea for an art piece
2011-11-14 /
I wish this was Tom Riddle's diary.
2011-10-29 /
Happiness
2011-10-20 /
Star Wars=Beat
2011-10-16 /
Such a perfect moment that it had to be captured in some way.
2011-09-06 /
Fully known, fully loved
2011-08-30 /
Over and over again.
2011-08-25 /
Emily
2011-08-25 /
Mostly about my whirlwind.
2011-08-22 /
I am writing my novel as I read it.
2011-08-22 /
We'll see if I actually keep writing on this
2009-09-23 /
A limerick from a husband to a wife
2009-09-22 /
For Cynthia
2009-08-18 /
a pondering of personality
2009-06-20 /
digital footprints in a metaphorical sand
2009-04-27 /
a simple statement of facts as they pop into my head.
2009-04-18 /
a return to self-loathing causes the return of the blog.
2009-04-18 /
Greetings
2009-01-20 /
to ensure that my diary doesn't die
2008-04-14 /
I strike out against the strike that struck out
2008-04-11 /
Why I am awake.
2008-03-21 /
i am desperate for your limericks
2008-03-19 /
limerick week continues
2008-03-17 /
send me your limericks!
2008-03-13 /
limerick week 2008
2008-02-24 /
i depress myself everytime i write. i should stop doing that.
2008-02-09 /
wishful thinking
2008-02-05 /
dead ends on all sides
2008-01-31 /
when i can't sleep i take my brain for walks
2008-01-25 /
27
2008-01-19 /
anniversary
2008-01-17 /
the first thought of the morning
2008-01-14 /
if my picture were in the dictionary it might be next to \"fatalistic\"
2008-01-11 /
old ryan: resurrection
2007-12-11 /
Fear not...
2007-09-15 /
update
2007-07-27 /
living in the gutter is only fun in dreams
2007-07-16 /
science and magic
2007-07-02 /
bringing down the house
2007-06-27 /
seriously though
2007-06-24 /
so, the truth is
2007-06-18 /
normal
2007-06-18 /
normal
2007-06-14 /
a synopsis perhaps?
2007-05-17 /
-
2007-05-17 /
reconnecting
2007-05-17 /
reconnecting
2007-05-17 /
reconnecting
2007-05-17 /
reconnecting
2007-05-17 /
reconnecting
2007-05-17 /
reconnecting
2007-05-17 /
reconnecting
2007-05-17 /
reconnecting
2007-04-29 /
at least i tried to write something.
2007-04-27 /
when on one really believes you
2007-04-27 /
when on one really believes you
2007-04-22 /
my 2:26 of fame
2007-04-09 /
waiting
2007-04-08 /
a chronicle
2007-04-07 /
a very disjointed and probably unentertaining story.
2007-04-04 /
the thirteen hour nap and other thoughts
2007-03-28 /
goodbye, old friends
2007-03-27 /
life is awesome.
2007-03-23 /
last day of limericks
2007-03-22 /
-
2007-03-21 /
limerick week: day five
2007-03-20 /
worries and woes
2007-03-20 /
-
2007-03-19 /
limerick week: day three
2007-03-18 /
limerick week: day two
2007-03-17 /
limerick week: day one
2007-03-16 /
cover poem week: day four
2007-03-15 /
cover poem week: day three
2007-03-14 /
cover poem week: day two
2007-03-13 /
cover poem week: day one
2007-03-09 /
some very important updates.
2007-03-06 /
carlsbad, nm.
2007-03-06 /
carlsbad, nm.
2007-03-02 /
the revolution begins
2007-03-02 /
the revolution begins
2007-03-02 /
the revolution begins
2007-02-26 /
a goal set in the heart like a dagger.
2007-02-25 /
bright reds, ash greys
2007-02-25 /
bright reds, ash greys
2007-02-23 /
good day.
2007-02-22 /
martin vs. stallone
2007-02-21 /
hello...
2007-02-20 /
ms. coleman, with her minions of germs, has won yet again
2007-02-18 /
-
2007-02-14 /
carolyn
2007-02-07 /
okay, paul
2007-02-01 /
just a quick note
2007-01-30 /
is there a meeting for this?
2007-01-30 /
is there a meeting for this?
2007-01-24 /
-
2007-01-22 /
birthday eve
2007-01-22 /
birthday eve
2007-01-22 /
birthday eve
2007-01-20 /
all my time is free
2007-01-19 /
for amy
2007-01-18 /
ashley and i
2007-01-15 /
hello, i am mr. lame from lamerton. i
2007-01-13 /
leave
2007-01-11 /
say my name, say my name
2007-01-07 /
i wonder if there is a pill to take to cure emo style entries
2007-01-04 /
soon...
2006-12-30 /
i am free as a bird...
2006-12-29 /
i should type faster, i am becoming sober
2006-12-24 /
carlsbad christmas
2006-12-22 /
i always feel like this during winter.
2006-12-19 /
-
2006-12-12 /
\"hit you one more time?\" yeah, i'll hit you.
2006-12-08 /
just more wishing, never any doing.
2006-12-04 /
if i felt i was worty...
2006-11-30 /
living the life of luxury
2006-11-29 /
a day without an attention span
2006-11-23 /
haiku to you
2006-11-21 /
haiku: day two
2006-11-20 /
haiku (gesundheit) week begins!
2006-11-18 /
just talking.
2006-11-18 /
just talking.
2006-11-14 /
i am still awake.
2006-11-11 /
an entry for my brother who seemed confused when we talked on the phone earlier
2006-11-08 /
whats the frequency kenneth?
2006-10-28 /
my first and last entry about her
2006-10-24 /
somewhat inexpensive drinks on me!
2006-10-05 /
announcement
2006-10-02 /
i miss having friends
2006-09-17 /
its a movie.
2006-09-13 /
no time to time the time i have
2006-08-25 /
i dont know what to title this.
2006-08-18 /
so, okay, its been a while.
2006-07-12 /
there i went
2006-07-07 /
here i go.
2006-06-26 /
pilgrimage
2006-06-23 /
bohemia
2006-06-16 /
the midnight disease (not yet a complete thought interuppted by a phone call i had to take.)
2006-06-06 /
Miranda Velum. 22 oz. Coors Light, Extra complimentary bread,Spaghetti w/meatballs
2006-05-27 /
just had to get it off my chest
2006-05-24 /
now taking applications
2006-05-22 /
oh, how i love them so.
2006-05-16 /
if i spoke spanish this would be funny
2006-05-12 /
to do
2006-05-10 /
blip
2006-05-02 /
our hero stops for a moment to dream
2006-05-01 /
end of limerick week
2006-04-28 /
hooray for limericks
2006-04-26 /
limerick week continues (for about seven days total)
2006-04-25 /
limerick week!
2006-04-24 /
i just need a cigarette, damn it!
2006-04-20 /
just in case you dont know how much i love myself, i am telling you now.
2006-04-20 /
listless, restless, crazy
2006-04-10 /
long distance relationship
2006-04-06 /
wait for the applause, gather your tips
2006-03-31 /
fake it till you make it
2006-03-30 /
concerning blogging
2006-03-25 /
spring time and casual career update
2006-03-18 /
adventure?
2006-03-15 /
the old me returns
2006-03-15 /
Out with the old in with new...
2006-03-08 /
i want so bably to write but...
2006-03-07 /
social interaction is way too expensive
2006-03-03 /
-
2006-02-28 /
tomorrow there will be a funny entry, i swear. but today, i brood.
2006-02-23 /
why i am having trouble writing today
2006-02-21 /
so, how are things?
2006-02-17 /
if i wasnt before, i had to then.
2006-02-11 /
a valentine.
2006-02-09 /
i really only like valentine's day when i am single.
2006-02-01 /
intellectual
2006-01-30 /
these are a few of my favorite things
2006-01-28 /
story
2006-01-25 /
i am twenty five years old.
2006-01-21 /
even this sounds like bukowski
2006-01-20 /
i'd throw a party but am afraid that no one would show up.
2006-01-19 /
so sleepy, even still
2006-01-17 /
golden globes
2006-01-12 /
i never know what to title these types of entries.
2006-01-10 /
my brother the patron
2006-01-05 /
if you read this, darling, you should know its you.
2006-01-03 /
if i only had an adequate device on which to record thoughts
2006-01-01 /
new year
2005-12-31 /
its almost unpatriotic to not write a new year's entry.
2005-12-30 /
new thoughts
2005-12-28 /
family
2005-12-27 /
too much imagery?
2005-12-26 /
cafe nitro
2005-12-25 /
in the wake of a horrible evening
2005-12-24 /
a very special christmas celebration
2005-12-22 /
\"home\" again
2005-12-19 /
sibling
2005-12-15 /
dang it, i just dont have time to write something good right now
2005-12-08 /
update
2005-11-28 /
a dream i dream frequently
2005-11-26 /
sex.
2005-11-22 /
why, mr. coppola? why him?
2005-11-22 /
so, what are you doing on thanksgiving?
2005-11-17 /
pilgram
2005-11-16 /
i sure hope that we cant trust our feelings.
2005-11-10 /
an interesting occurance that i am not sure how to handle exactly.
2005-11-09 /
the most horrible confession i have yet to write.
2005-11-08 /
bar night. bar bright.
2005-11-06 /
tribute to zak green.
2005-11-04 /
inspite of my fear of relationships...
2005-11-03 /
oblivion
2005-11-01 /
well, actually this is just how i look.
2005-10-27 /
DEAR GOD, THIS HURTS!
2005-10-22 /
but seriously, though
2005-10-20 /
its kind of like having to go to the bathroom really bad until you get into the bathroom and find that you no longer have to pee.
2005-10-18 /
secrets
2005-10-15 /
it always happens in the fall.
2005-10-11 /
blankets
2005-10-06 /
today i bought a pack of lucky strikes because thats what kerouac smoked.
2005-10-04 /
i feel compulsed to write but...
2005-09-30 /
whooo
2005-09-29 /
my thoughts upon being recognized as employee of the year.
2005-09-28 /
everybody and everything sucks.
2005-09-26 /
aww, thanks zak.
2005-09-25 /
HE IS
2005-09-24 /
just got up and already a little testy
2005-09-22 /
to have it all.
2005-09-20 /
letters to spammers: part I
2005-09-17 /
penguins, elephants and a poorly written day.
2005-09-17 /
you might not want to read this.
2005-09-16 /
emily: a year after
2005-09-13 /
the weekend: a story by ryan connell
2005-09-10 /
i know these entries are repetitive, its the only way i learn
2005-09-08 /
smoke, typewriter
2005-09-06 /
When Captain America Throws His Mighty Shield!
2005-09-04 /
i used to be romantic until romance handed me the bill.
2005-09-03 /
wish list.
2005-09-01 /
the back burner becomes the priority once it catches fire.
2005-08-25 /
do you ever write entries that suck but you post them anyways because you just dont have anything better?
2005-08-24 /
oh, to be an eraser on the notebook of your heart.
2005-08-20 /
show up, wait, go home.
2005-08-19 /
sometimes i cant think of an appropriate title.
2005-08-17 /
dear computer....
2005-08-14 /
a love letter in the nick of time.
2005-08-11 /
oh jeez this feels weird
2005-08-10 /
sitting next to some mormon missionaries, our hero learns to supress a cough.
2005-08-09 /
kerouac on the big screen.
2005-08-09 /
it really is all about the benjamins
2005-08-06 /
a rather long entry exposing numerous questions of an existential nature that pop up from time to time.
2005-08-04 /
lost, the traveller feels to busy to check his map.
2005-07-29 /
the street perfomer am i
2005-07-27 /
i want twenty minutes of my life back!
2005-07-21 /
first time at the game, the player becomes intrigued.
2005-07-19 /
i let go of ropes.
2005-07-18 /
decision? there are no decisions. only ideas of dreams of decisions.
2005-07-16 /
living the vida normal
2005-07-16 /
living the vida normal
2005-07-13 /
i wish i could see something gross in person.
2005-07-12 /
update would be a great name for one of those tv dating shows
2005-07-09 /
i just tell you know that there is not much to read here
2005-07-06 /
when i finish a book i must make a statement pertaining to how that book made me feel.
2005-07-02 /
i am scared. i want ice cream
2005-06-29 /
the world is a dead end and a no u-turn sign
2005-06-23 /
this isnt an entry. this is a mockery of a parody of an entry.
2005-06-23 /
i dont even know why i am typing such things
2005-06-22 /
horrorscope
2005-06-21 /
why the updates i update are lame
2005-06-17 /
i practice writing suicide notes. i collect travel magazines.
2005-06-16 /
another one of those list entries.
2005-06-15 /
since i'm here
2005-06-13 /
bye bye portland (again)
2005-06-09 /
The Joys of PMSing*
2005-06-09 /
i am actually doing this
2005-06-09 /
i am actually doing this
2005-06-08 /
mojo1915
2005-06-07 /
portland???
2005-06-05 /
guest star steven borders
2005-06-04 /
la da da
2005-06-02 /
living out kerouac's wildest imaginations
2005-06-02 /
today: sad. reason: unkown
2005-06-01 /
even my daydreams take a negative turn
2005-05-30 /
distracted.
2005-05-30 /
cryptic. so very cryptic
2005-05-27 /
je taime old men
2005-05-24 /
please be a guest clown. papo needs friends.
2005-05-24 /
please be a guest clown. papo needs friends.
2005-05-23 /
day off
2005-05-20 /
think about it....
2005-05-19 /
just in case you werent here for the introduction
2005-05-17 /
ce titre ne signifie rien.
2005-05-16 /
convictions? how'd these get here?
2005-05-13 /
close call
2005-05-10 /
hair art
2005-05-08 /
God + me - she = confusion
2005-05-07 /
here i am again on my own
2005-05-03 /
two things
2005-05-03 /
parking lots
2005-04-30 /
good
2005-04-28 /
let the sun shine
2005-04-20 /
corn bread and broken hearts
2005-04-19 /
over. over. over.
2005-04-19 /
over. over. over.
2005-04-13 /
pink, noise, nihilist
2005-04-11 /
smurf
2005-04-09 /
back together
2005-04-04 /
eight hours ago...
2005-04-02 /
a work in progress...
2005-03-26 /
the timeless hipster
2005-03-25 /
the passion of new life
2005-03-17 /
zak
2005-03-15 /
being busy
2005-03-07 /
hmmmm, bacon
2005-03-05 /
-
2005-03-02 /
longing for me again
2005-02-26 /
good friends are hard to find.
2005-02-25 /
nonsense. sheer nonsense.
2005-02-17 /
all this because emily wont talk
2005-02-16 /
tax day
2005-02-14 /
why i hate the fourteenth
2005-02-08 /
taxing
2005-02-07 /
after the blue
2005-02-05 /
in other news.
2005-02-02 /
ordinary
2005-02-01 /
my last will and testament
2005-01-29 /
this means something.
2005-01-28 /
yesterday and today: a comparison
2005-01-27 /
i am so depressed it hurts.
2005-01-25 /
library
2005-01-23 /
birthday
2005-01-21 /
errrrr
2005-01-17 /
emily's mom
2005-01-09 /
update on emily
2005-01-10 /
an unfinished bunch of thoughts
2005-01-08 /
ooooh, my head
2005-01-04 /
the grocer
2004-12-31 /
homework number two
2004-12-29 /
re-format and homework
2004-12-20 /
the talk
2004-12-16 /
at ze library with emily
2004-12-09 /
arent those my cookies
2004-12-08 /
ambitious
2004-12-05 /
here is what i want
2004-12-01 /
hiding
2004-11-25 /
attention, can i get everyone's attention please.
2004-11-24 /
moon reflections
2004-11-22 /
monkeys are scary
2004-11-19 /
today,
2004-11-16 /
my monday
2004-11-14 /
haiku (gesundheit!)
2004-11-14 /
cold winter night
2004-11-13 /
emily reads
2004-11-12 /
tonight, the wheel is given to you.
2004-11-11 /
the problem with youth pastors
2004-11-09 /
almost kerouac
2004-11-07 /
mind-reader
2004-11-04 /
comic book romance
2004-11-03 /
beer envy
2004-11-02 /
election
2004-10-30 /
blocked
2004-10-28 /
vacation and crazy
2004-10-25 /
books are for the stupid
2004-10-24 /
safe bet
2004-10-23 /
for the lack of a ring
2004-10-22 /
cheating.
2004-10-21 /
a parable about my romantic expectations
2004-10-18 /
vanishing.
2004-10-14 /
where i have been.
2004-10-05 /
sick
1970-01-09 /
fun facts about the debate
2004-09-30 /
politics
2004-09-27 /
a longed for life lesson
1970-01-13 /
the new house
2004-09-23 /
obsessed?
2004-09-22 /
timing and cheap gifts
2004-09-20 /
what needs to be done.
2004-09-19 /
my wallet has a hangover
2004-09-18 /
worries
2004-09-17 /
i am feeling a little too happy.
2004-09-16 /
i need to work on endings.
2004-09-15 /
the ongoings of emily
2004-09-14 /
emily
2004-09-13 /
in search of a scene part one
2004-09-13 /
i really love me, and you should love me too
2004-09-12 /
ciggerettes and sidewalks.
2004-09-11 /
emo? i dont know
2004-09-10 /
shouldnt he just be worth it?
2004-09-08 /
victim
2004-09-06 /
business mind and pentagrams
2004-09-05 /
six fun facts for today.
2004-09-05 /
the new sunday top five
2004-09-04 /
tomorrow
2004-09-03 /
give me money, and i will give you words
2004-09-02 /
i didnt intend for this to sound like a children's book, but it kind of ended up that way.
2004-08-30 /
a rather small detail of my life.
2004-08-28 /
i'm not asking for the world here.
2004-08-28 /
dont stop me now, cause i'm havin' a good time
2004-08-26 /
but this doesnt mean that i am...oh nevermind
2004-08-26 /
work is for people with jobs
2004-08-25 /
first day, new job
2004-08-24 /
baby steps
2004-08-22 /
another one of those God entries
2004-08-22 /
(some sort of primal scream)
2004-08-20 /
the best of
2004-08-19 /
more proof that i am not gay.
2004-08-18 /
a letter to an imaginary friend
2004-08-16 /
the true drought of colorado springs
2004-08-15 /
something to fill space
2004-08-14 /
new place to hang out
2004-08-13 /
act two
2004-08-11 /
so needing a need, so desirous of desire
2004-08-09 /
oh, sex is so bad
2004-08-09 /
moms and blogs
2004-08-08 /
intimacy
2004-08-07 /
art
2004-08-07 /
cover up
2004-08-07 /
there is no point in my telling this
2004-08-05 /
thursday morning ramble
2004-08-04 /
aftermath
2004-08-04 /
for david bazan
2004-08-03 /
another one of \"those\" entries
2004-08-03 /
another one of \"those\" entries
2004-08-03 /
archives
2004-08-03 /
archives
2004-08-02 /
in the style of hal sirowitz
2004-07-31 /
black stain and new things
2004-07-28 /
happy wednesday
2004-07-27 /
renter
2004-07-26 /
monday
2004-07-24 /
Jesus
2004-07-23 /
freedom
2004-07-22 /
rambling
2004-07-20 /
evil genius. minus the genius
2004-07-19 /
fear of love
2004-07-19 /
roomate and i
2004-07-16 /
liberal?
2004-07-14 /
missing. hopefully missed.
2004-07-13 /
doppleganger
2004-07-11 /
the relationship
2004-07-10 /
dull, alone, and insane
2004-07-09 /
the budget
2004-07-08 /
this doesnt make any sense
2004-07-06 /
love for the ladies
2004-07-05 /
repetition
2004-07-03 /
restless
2004-06-30 /
the phone
2004-06-29 /
back in colorado
2004-06-27 /
first kiss
2004-06-26 /
not anti-social, just anti-party
2004-06-25 /
bachelor party
2004-06-24 /
home
2004-06-24 /
home
2004-06-22 /
the cats in the cradle and i am on my way home
2004-06-19 /
vacation...or is it?????????
2004-06-18 /
homecoming
2004-06-17 /
what if.....
2004-06-15 /
parental visit
2004-06-15 /
parental visit
2004-06-13 /
a pleasent ramble
2004-06-11 /
relational manager
2004-06-11 /
relational manager
2004-06-11 /
relational manager
2004-06-08 /
a non-entry of sorts
2004-06-08 /
a non-entry of sorts
2004-06-07 /
update
2004-06-07 /
update
2004-06-07 /
update
2004-06-04 /
the dude, serendipity and harry potter
2004-06-03 /
depression
2004-06-01 /
the desert
2004-05-28 /
sleepless and faithless
2004-05-27 /
color journal
2004-05-26 /
on being weird
2004-05-23 /
lament of the comic relief
2004-05-22 /
me and hsn
2004-05-20 /
what am i saying?
2004-05-19 /
this entry is so gay
2004-05-18 /
waxing philosphical on ya' ass
2004-05-18 /
does this make sense?
2004-05-15 /
hey isnt that a mushroom?
2004-05-15 /
lost the connection
2004-05-12 /
coffeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
2004-05-11 /
crappy poetry
2004-05-11 /
stargirl
2004-05-10 /
the date
2004-05-08 /
pointless, useless, etc.....
2004-05-06 /
confessions of a bad son.
2004-05-05 /
TWO HISTORICAL EVENTS
2004-05-04 /
updating the profile
2004-05-03 /
fifth line of my twentythird entry.
2004-04-29 /
here or there
2004-04-28 /
another lonely walking in the night poem
2004-04-28 /
paranoid
2004-04-26 /
solipsism
2004-04-23 /
ramble and rant
2004-04-22 /
limerick week day two
2004-04-21 /
limerics, limerics, limerics
2004-04-20 /
the joy of paying taxes
2004-04-19 /
the real mrs. robinson
2004-04-17 /
the back door
2004-04-15 /
ironic...dont you think?
2004-04-14 /
my blue heaven
2004-04-13 /
artsy vs. artist
2004-04-13 /
my daily goal.
2004-04-12 /
e-cards
2004-04-10 /
snow
2004-04-09 /
for dummies
2004-04-08 /
rupert and i
2004-04-07 /
one of those days
2004-04-06 /
trip to oklahoma
2004-04-01 /
where i am with God
2004-03-31 /
daydreams
2004-03-30 /
dont take this too seriously. please
2004-03-29 /
i am writing this because i dont have anything to write about myself
2004-03-28 /
the missing piece.
2004-03-26 /
me and rupert and keving smith
2004-03-25 /
for spittingame
2004-03-23 /
tree hugger
2004-03-22 /
hard on myself
2004-03-20 /
shy
2004-03-17 /
have to go to work
2004-03-15 /
rambling, i am the rambling man
2004-03-14 /
hot hopping saturday night
2004-03-13 /
day after blue door.
2004-03-12 /
stow away
2004-03-10 /
pros and cons
2004-03-07 /
what is it that you do?
2004-03-06 /
lot a nothing
2004-03-04 /
in colorado
2004-03-01 /
finally...
2004-02-28 /
big boobs with book deals.
2004-02-26 /
sometimes....
2004-02-26 /
numb about the passion
2004-02-25 /
intellectual
2004-02-23 /
who got served? you got served!
2004-02-20 /
the importance of being redneck
2004-02-20 /
bored
2004-02-19 /
home again
2004-02-17 /
look im positive
2004-02-17 /
day before i move.
2004-02-14 /
valentine's day
2004-02-13 /
rant
2004-02-10 /
valentines poem
2004-02-09 /
game plan
2004-02-08 /
a long entry to say that i am going to colorado
2004-02-07 /
homesick
2004-02-05 /
survivor
2004-02-04 /
i dont think this makes sense
2004-02-03 /
back from cool colorado
2004-01-27 /
going to colorado
2004-01-26 /
older
2004-01-24 /
call me...
2004-01-22 /
birthday eve
2004-01-21 /
shut up! i'm on my period....kinda
2004-01-20 /
the trip
2004-01-18 /
birthday-ness
2004-01-17 /
birthday warning
2004-01-15 /
my \"friend\" is my friend is my enemy
2004-01-15 /
i am just complaining
2004-01-14 /
scary thoughts of future-ville
2004-01-12 /
lazy and infected
2004-01-10 /
my job search
2004-01-08 /
they might be giants are my muse
2004-01-06 /
chapter 2
2004-01-04 /
steveism
2004-01-02 /
this entry largely sucks. i blame it on my family being right behind me as i type.
2004-01-01 /
new year's with clerks
2003-12-30 /
the glitch in the matrix
2003-12-30 /
the glitch in the matrix
2003-12-29 /
a scrambled thought
2003-12-28 /
heaven, i'm in heaven....
2003-12-25 /
christmas
2003-12-24 /
nice guys finish last
2003-12-23 /
friend without the quotation marks
2003-12-21 /
fleeting feelings of fancy
2003-12-21 /
end of the ryan show
2003-12-19 /
my life is complete
2003-12-17 /
i fully endorse the saturn as car of the year.
2003-12-16 /
dinner
2003-12-14 /
not a movie
2003-12-11 /
mix cds and romance block
2003-12-10 /
my favorite things about me
2003-12-09 /
i drove
2003-12-08 /
fear
2003-12-07 /
you can word anything if you verb it
2003-12-06 /
the ministry
2003-12-04 /
john cleese, woody allen and me
2003-12-04 /
new christian rob part two
2003-12-03 /
deductions from leg sweat
2003-12-02 /
its a wonderful life
2003-11-30 /
nyquil makes me stupid
2003-11-29 /
cold
2003-11-27 /
thanksgiving
2003-11-26 /
collective of creatives
2003-11-25 /
teusday
2003-11-24 /
slow driving and painting
2003-11-24 /
drive home
2003-11-22 /
comic con
2003-11-21 /
the cat in the hat
2003-11-20 /
what i am thankful for
2003-11-20 /
a rather pointless entry
2003-11-19 /
new words
2003-11-18 /
just another manic monday
2003-11-16 /
i hate church
2003-11-15 /
i wish i was in bed
2003-11-14 /
my story
2003-11-13 /
selfish
2003-11-13 /
long day
2003-11-12 /
TBN and talk radio
2003-11-11 /
so enough about me
2003-11-11 /
new christian rob
2003-11-09 /
sigh upon sigh
2003-11-08 /
i didnt have anything else to write today
2003-11-07 /
the lady and the moon
2003-11-07 /
the music gods
2003-11-06 /
i am so cool
2003-11-05 /
bored and lonely
2003-11-05 /
pop-up ads
2003-11-04 /
thoughts
2003-11-03 /
yesterday
2003-11-01 /
zoo people
2003-11-01 /
decisions
2003-10-29 /
waiting
2003-10-28 /
tuesday
2003-10-28 /
perhaps
2003-10-27 /
poverty
2003-10-26 /
thoughts on thoughtlessness
2003-10-25 /
this weekend.
2003-10-25 /
for the secret reader
2003-10-24 /
my friend from tibet
2003-10-22 /
drum roll please
2003-10-21 /
colaradee
2003-10-20 /
the simple history and mystery
2003-10-18 /
another private life
2003-10-17 /
mr. dylan sure knew what he was singing
2003-10-16 /
new dillemma
2003-10-15 /
casablanca ending
2003-10-14 /
maybe a bit extreme
2003-10-13 /
when loners attack
2003-10-12 /
summer crush
2003-10-11 /
ou-texas weekend
2003-10-10 /
quentin tarentino is my hero
2003-10-09 /
jerk
2003-10-07 /
oh for a...
2003-10-05 /
God and i
2003-10-03 /
conflict
2003-10-02 /
lazy day
2003-10-02 /
a brief discourse on my evening
2003-10-01 /
i heart dead end crappy jobs
2003-09-30 /
keyboard drum
2003-09-29 /
small groups
2003-09-27 /
note lovin'
2003-09-26 /
why i am keeping this diary
2003-09-26 /
my last entry
2003-09-26 /
fear
2003-09-24 /
carlsbad
2003-09-23 /
oh i am so vacationing!
2003-09-22 /
your so money, and you dont even know it.
2003-09-20 /
vacation
2003-09-19 /
fruit and makeovers
2003-09-18 /
headache
2003-09-17 /
immature?
2003-09-16 /
quizilla
2003-09-14 /
mentally frustrated
2003-09-13 /
head and shoulders
2003-09-13 /
writer's block is over
2003-09-12 /
two johns and a teresa
2003-09-11 /
the lunch
2003-09-10 /
payday and poetry
2003-09-09 /
lunch
2003-09-07 /
pity party
2003-09-06 /
why i dont have a girlfriend
2003-09-05 /
blocked
2003-09-03 /
why i want a girlfriend
2003-09-02 /
there is an underlying theme here.
2003-09-01 /
thats why i feel so lonely.
2003-08-31 /
ireland is calling me.
2003-08-30 /
dallas
2003-08-29 /
if you want to be great...
2003-08-27 /
im so poetic
2003-08-27 /
jksajfsajklafdsafsjklf
2003-08-26 /
why i am depressed
2003-08-26 /
so little to say
2003-08-24 /
religious
2003-08-23 /
new vision
2003-08-23 /
lost cause
2003-08-22 /
friggin waste of time
2003-08-20 /
my three days as a gay man
2003-08-19 /
i always thought i was crazy, now i have proof
2003-08-18 /
lunch with tim
2003-08-16 /
gotta go
2003-08-15 /
okay, so its not the end
2003-08-15 /
the end?
2003-08-14 /
i thank chuck klosterman
2003-08-13 /
there is a hole in my favorite jeans
2003-08-12 /
the will of God
2003-08-11 /
no title
2003-08-09 /
sad and pathetic
2003-08-08 /
whoo hoo
2003-08-07 /
my old buddy God
2003-08-06 /
help
2003-08-05 /
about film and j-lo
2003-08-01 /
my roomate situation
2003-07-31 /
i am mr. tough guy
2003-07-30 /
whiner without the h
2003-07-30 /
another depressing entry
2003-07-29 /
wholelottanothin'
2003-07-27 /
stupid stupid stupid entry
2003-07-25 /
not so interesting
2003-07-25 /
my arguement
2003-07-23 /
fah king bad day
2003-07-23 /
non-entry
2003-07-22 /
roomates
2003-07-21 /
have you had a good day lately?
2003-07-20 /
whheeee
2003-07-19 /
curse
2003-07-18 /
mall thoughts
2003-07-17 /
romantic comedy
2003-07-16 /
a brief explanation of country music
2003-07-15 /
starry night and splendid conversations
2003-07-13 /
my own personal psalm
2003-07-12 /
why i am frustrated
2003-07-11 /
sad pathetic little entry
2003-07-10 /
28 days later
2003-07-09 /
drunken neighbors
2003-07-08 /
the plan
2003-07-06 /
creed
2003-07-05 /
t.g.f.a
2003-07-04 /
wakeboard the movie
2003-07-02 /
poetry
2003-07-01 /
visit
2003-06-29 /
the down low
2003-06-29 /
explanation
2003-06-29 /
God
2003-06-27 /
spiritual status
2003-06-24 /
funeral
2003-06-21 /
lots more poems
2003-06-20 /
more poems
2003-06-18 /
P.B.
2003-06-17 /
washboard jackson
2003-06-15 /
just a thought
2003-06-14 /
i love my job
2003-06-13 /
ben pasley is my own personal yoda
2003-06-11 /
good day
2003-06-10 /
my little song thing
2003-06-08 /
i look out the window
2003-06-07 /
la la lo la lo lee la la
2003-06-06 /
depression
2003-06-04 /
scary
2003-06-04 /
work entries
2003-06-03 /
jack and i
2003-06-01 /
summer is here
2003-05-31 /
random
2003-05-30 /
imagination day
2003-05-28 /
damn straight this is a christian coffee shop
2003-05-28 /
nothing
2003-05-27 /
rhetorical
2003-05-26 /
day 4
2003-05-25 /
day 3
2003-05-24 /
day two
2003-05-22 /
vacation day 1
2003-05-21 /
prelude
2003-05-18 /
maybe i should get a tattoo of truth on my arm
2003-05-16 /
every entry should have at least three "matrix" references in it
2003-05-14 /
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
2003-05-13 /
my view
2003-05-10 /
homework clarified
2003-05-10 /
homework
2003-05-09 /
a pox on the spin docters
2003-05-08 /
wow
2003-05-07 /
mr. lazy bones
2003-05-04 /
when i am a millionare
2003-05-02 /
real?
2003-05-02 /
i shouldnt write this, this will be bad for me.
2003-05-01 /
a basic revelation, which i had forgotton
2003-04-30 /
oh, to be somewhere
2003-04-29 /
alright movie hot shots
2003-04-27 /
thanks for praying
2003-04-26 /
wonder why no one preaches on this verse
2003-04-25 /
check
2003-04-24 /
God said, i said
2003-04-23 /
this is probably too depressing to read
2003-04-22 /
so, maybe im not as artistic as i thought
2003-04-18 /
the sonic of the slums (that sounds like a good title for a short story)
2003-04-17 /
this is a really stupid entry
2003-04-16 /
i dont know
2003-04-15 /
silence is golden?
1997-11-18 /
a chance to mention some of the attributes of some of my friends
1997-11-18 /
the future
1997-11-17 /
quiet thoughts
1997-11-15 /
its always 97 here!
1997-11-14 /
im tinking faster than i can type
2003-04-06 /
too much to talk about
1997-11-09 /
bandwagon
1997-11-08 /
a tale of three christians
1997-11-07 /
small groups
2003-03-31 /
my day and my dog
1997-11-04 /
entry marathon
1997-11-04 /
happy-sad day
1997-11-02 /
call me mike
1997-11-01 /
thanks
1997-11-01 /
thanks
1997-10-31 /
book
1997-10-28 /
i dont feel like complaining but i will anyway
1997-10-26 /
my idea
1997-10-25 /
war
1997-10-23 /
the kingdom
1997-10-22 /
vulnerable
1997-10-20 /
observation
1997-10-20 /
an attempt at honesty
1997-10-19 /
let freedom ring
1997-10-17 /
monday
1997-10-16 /
gee, thanks diaryland
1997-10-14 /
hah!
1997-10-12 /
my troubles
1997-10-10 /
just a note for all of my carlsbad homies
1997-10-06 /
this entry is dedicated to cyndi, who considers this to be her own personal novel
1997-10-05 /
x-treme dallas weather
i /
oops i did it again
am /
ryan and the art chick
so /
can you dig?
incredibly /
i am so trendy
bored! /
the march
1997-09-23 /
the poem mentioned in the last entry.
1997-09-20 /
a poem of sorts about a poem
2003-02-11 /
missing you
1997-09-16 /
conversation
1997-09-15 /
im back, and im bad
2003-1-28 /
sabbatical
1997-09-03 /
break
2003-01-22 /
a summary
2003-01-21 /
just put yourself in my shoes, first
2003-01-19 /
a little clarity
2003-01-17 /
birthday wish
2003-01-17 /
la la la
2003-01-14 /
new winds
2003-01-10 /
so much to write about
2003-01-08 /
i can think of lots of good titles but none that apply
1997-09-01 /
i am really glad that i learned how to play the drums
1997-08-30 /
two very true and bizarre stories from this weekend
1997-08-29 /
i want a girl with a short skirt and a long jacket- cake
1997-08-29 /
my new portrait
2003-01-01 /
how i rang in the new year
2002-12-31 /
new year
2002-12-29 /
sorted thoughts and dirty nails
2002-12-25 /
merry christmas
2002-12-18 /
thoughts of love
2002-12-17 /
sick
2002-12-15 /
the psyco-analysis of ryan connell
2002-12-13 /
the show
2002-12-10 /
some details for michelle
2002-12-05 /
and here is a report coming live form dallas
2002-12-04 /
i would qoute some taking back sunday lyrics but i cant think of any off hand
2002-12-02 /
the going away party
2002-11-29 /
turkey thanksgiving day
2002-11-27 /
what was i thinking...?
2002-11-22 /
ryan gets a tune up
2002-11-17 /
buddy road trip 2002
2002-11-15 /
call me daddy
2002-11-14 /
bored
2002-11-13 /
sick
2002-11-11 /
yes, yes indeed
2002-11-07 /
a brief and personal theology of worship
2002-11-07 /
ryan on politics, memeory loss and other important issues
2002-11-04 /
last night
2002-11-02 /
wow
2002-10-30 /
the legend untold
2002-10-29 /
sorted thoughts
2002-10-26 /
another pointless entry
2002-10-25 /
manners and customs of the bible
2002-10-21 /
sometimes
2002-10-16 /
notes notes and more notes
2002-10-14 /
my weekend
2002-10-09 /
(no use for a title here)
2002-10-04 /
just a thought
2002-10-01 /
wake up
2002-09-27 /
8 glorious goals
2002-09-25 /
vision
2002-09-24 /
brrrrrr....is there a draft in here?
2002-09-20 /
ah, fall
2002-09-17 /
thanks
2002-09-16 /
it has taken over an hour for me to write this entry!
2002-09-13 /
how to kill your neighbors dog
2002-09-09 /
the wax flower becomes real
2002-09-07 /
if i were a flower
2002-09-05 /
i said I35 west!
2002-09-02 /
rancho mira sol
2002-08-27 /
the mystery list and the cbs mailbag
2002-08-26 /
after the cold hard winter
2002-08-23 /
new beginnings
2002-08-10 /
God and us
2002-08-04 /
preview
2002-08-02 /
narcissim and marriage quilts
2002-07-29 /
a collection of random thoughts
2002-07-27 /
dumb drabble from a very tired person
2002-07-12 /
fun
2002-07-10 /
portland????????
2002-06-24 /
reflections on comments recieved
2002-06-17 /
the sins of the fathers.....
2002-06-15 /
an interesting revelation
2002-06-09 /
S.S.A.G rules!
2002-06-06 /
man, im cool
2002-06-04 /
my emotions: the most thrilling roller coaster yet.
2002-05-18 /
padme amidala-connell has a nice ring to it
2002-05-16 /
hmmmm....
2002-05-13 /
qeustions i know the answers to
2002-05-10 /
what bill murray and i have in common
2002-04-29 /
so im still pretty confused
2002-04-26 /
oh to be like thee........
2002-04-21 /
good morning officer.......
2002-04-15 /
all i do is break things
2002-04-13 /
hmmm........
2002-04-12 /
so whats your future plans
2002-04-10 /
not much in this one
2002-04-09 /
holiness vs legalism
2002-04-08 /
i cant think of a title for this entry
2002-04-03 /
the new apartment a.k.a. what have i done!?
2002-04-02 /
spring
2002-03-29 /
they call me bishop, bishop stiltskin
2002-03-22 /
"the law of undulation"
2002-03-18 /
punk rock show
2002-03-15 /
humpty dumpty sat on a wall.........
2002-03-14 /
New Mexico land of entrapment
2002-03-11 /
do people even look at these titles?
2002-03-10 /
leave me alone kendall!
2002-03-07 /
i hate musicians
2002-03-05 /
help
2002-03-04 /
dang im poetic when im depressed
2002-02-27 /
in response to some butt kicking diaries
2002-02-23 /
selfishly seeking solutions to my situations
2002-02-22 /
why i am called into inner city ministry
2002-02-21 /
the lessons learned......
2002-02-20 /
i dont wanna be a playa'
2002-02-19 /
well, here it is...........
2002-02-17 /
search me and know me............
2002-02-16 /
how low will i go?...................
2002-02-15 /
i just got asked out by a much older woman!
2002-02-14 /
much thoughts on romance
2002-02-12 /
that some nice tools you got there God
2002-02-10 /
im so tired i could misspell "ti" i mean "it"
2002-02-08 /
train sets and heart strings pt.II
2002-02-07 /
train sets and heart strings
2002-02-06 /
dangerous prayers
2002-02-05 /
i thought hit me at 3:15 a.m
2002-02-04 /
in response to the note i recieved
2002-02-04 /
dialogue with the divine pt.II
2002-02-03 /
well......thats embarrasing part II
2002-02-03 /
well..........thats embarrasing
2002-02-02 /
confessions
2002-02-01 /
not that i like her....
2002-01-30 /
reflections of freedom
2002-01-30 /