relationships are just not like how they are in the movies.
in the movies, rational thought is thrown out the window, as the hero is encouraged to just follow his heart.
in the movies, the guy ends up with the girl.
in the movies, the idea of "liking each too much to stay together" would only be a precursor to the kiss at the end.
i wish i lived in the movies.
not only would i have better teeth, but i also would go without heartbreak.
i wouldnt have to write about how my "friend" is now just my plain, ordinary friend.
i hate how i was the one to say what we were both thinking.
"it could never work"
"the timing is just not right"
i hate how we both still feel strongly towards one another.
i hate that we are still going to be friends.
still talk on the phone.
still hang out.
still like each other,
but do nothing about it.
the romantic in me is screaming for me to not let this happen.
and i am sure that if my inner romantic were to prevail i could convince her to stay.
but i know that her staying would hurt us both in the end.
either way, i think this is going to kill me.
1:27 a.m. - 2003-12-23
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