so the girl i like lives in virginia.
i have never been too keen on long distance relationships.
shoot, i havent been too good at normal relationships.
but as an aspiring writer i figure that a relationship primarily based on e-mail might actually work in my favor.
even i can be sensitive when given ample time and a delete button.
of course, there is a new dillemma in my mind.
last night as i lay on my orange and green futon mattress, trying to get some sleep, the question of my motives began harrassing me relentlessly.
why do i like this girl?
do i really like her, or just the idea of her?
or in other words, do i only like her because i just want a girlfriend?
to my own admission i am secretly in love with 98% of the single female population.
would i have become just as excited for any other girl?
or is there actually something special about this girl?
i dont want to start a relationship with false motives.
i dont want to lead this girl on.
i dont want this to be just another vain action from the heart of a very self absorbed individual.
i really want to just like her with no alterior motives.
but i am honestly not sure if i do.
1:54 p.m. - 2003-10-16
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