decisions, decisions, decisions
"times they are a-changing"-bob dylan
so many things happening inside my brain today, cant decide what to write about.
recieved a magnificant ministry opportunity in colorado springs this week.
my earlier dreams of just picking up and moving to a new city seem a little less glamorous and quite a bit more frightening now that they are a very real possibility.
at the same time the reality of someone else taking over my job is begginning to sink in.
making me very possessive.
i never thought i did a good job here,
but now i am certain that noone else could do as good as me.
i've been picturing the future insomnia as being very similar to the one in present.
but now i realize that the coffee shop is about to drastically change.
everything is about to change.
even if i dont go to colorado, things will be so different here.
life can seem so monotonous, so boring, for so long
and then suddenly
do a complete one-eighty.
its really kind of scary.
(incidentally, i have a sinking feeling that i've misspelled a ton of words today. sorry about that. i guess that my spelling handicap is one constant in this world of change.)
4:06 p.m. - 2003-10-17
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