ugh
my writing has a tendency to be so redundant
on top of that, my writing is dull and repetitive
i dont know how many entries i have written wherein i confess some vague character flaws, and then proceed to say that God still loves me.
now, i am really glad that God still loves me inspite of my flaws (even the ones that i am afraid to mention) i really want to get to a new level in my relationship with him.
its like that friend of a friend that you have and the only connection between the two of you is some ironic inside joke. everytime you see that person you just mention that same joke. and thats all the relationship ever is. you never know anything more about that person. you never know what a great friend that person might make. all you know is that dumb inside joke.
well, i dont want my talks with God to be more of the same everyday. i happen to know that there is more to him than forgiveness and deliverance from bad situations. he holds the key to the essence of life itself. so there has to be more to discover than just the fact that i am a sinner and that God is a forgiver.
i yearn for new life
11:44 p.m. - 1997-10-20
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