"...Perhaps that's the problem with charismatic attempts at worship. People assume you must be some ultra spiritual person when you're honestly not much more than a ruin of lies and brokeness and bondage crying out to God half-heartedly for deliverance."
this i think sums up pretty well how much of my christian experience (especially at trinity) has been.
i am not a spiritual genius
i am not very much like Jesus
i am not a prophet to my generation
i am not a spiritual leader (or any kind of leader, really)
i am not tim ferguson
i am not fred connell
nor am i any other youth pastor i have had.
all i am is:
someone who wants to be so broken and so dependent that he can do nothing with out the love of his life (jesus)
someone who longs for meaning but gets lost in frivolty
someone who is desperately lonely for someone who understands him
a sinner
a saint-for in Gods eyes i have been perfectly redeemed.
a child
a child of God
1:57 a.m. - 1997-10-20
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