though there are a number of things that i hate about myself i never thought being a cheater would be one of them.
it started before i really even realized it.
no wait, thats not true. i knew what i was doing the whole time.
maybe i felt under appreciated.
maybe i just needed something new, some more excitement.
all i know is that the phone call lead to a meeting which (honestly, i am hoping) may lead to another one.
which leaves me today feeling quite bad.
i can't believe i am cheating on my job.
sure, they cut my hours and passed me over for a promotion, but does that justify me running off and getting another job interview?
i guess i am just getting nostalgic now that the relationship is nearing the end.
there were some really good times.
oh, this is dreadful.
i just cant make up my mind.
i mean, starbucks is fun. we really hit it off.
but this other job, it gives me what i need.
i just know that it will be hard to look my job in the eye the next time we are together.
oh, why is breaking up so hard to do?
5:05 p.m. - 2004-10-22
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