i get tired of the scrutiny.
defensively going over every word with someone who completly missed the context.
i get tired of double checking commas and semicolons (is it semi-colon or semicolon? this is exactly what i mean.)
i get tired being over people's heads. i get tired sinking to their level. i get tired of thinking that i am so much smarter than the rest of the world.
i get tired of repeat perfomances; cameos and walk-in roles who began to demand a weekly part.
i get tired of being alone.
i am in a rut.
all i have is my words; my beautiful little children!
wrap me in blankets and whisper me to sleep. leave presents for me in my bedside journal. never leave me alone.
10:53 a.m. - 2006-05-22
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