i was really hyper about ten minutes ago.
now i can barely stay awake.
i am wearing bright orange socks.
i bought a glossy picture of jonathon taylor thomas at the thrift store today.
i am trying to write a book but can't seem to get out of the conceptual stage.
it has been one month since i have been on a date.
two months since i have kissed someone.
outside of work i am by myself ninety percent of the time. during the other ten percent i am usually drunk.
i have cut back significantly on smoking, going through a pack every two weeks.
i dont know what i am doing with my life.
someone wants me to move with them to london this summer.
someone else wants me to move to portland.
someone else wants me to move to dallas.
i am tempted to just stay where i am and finally write something worth while.
i watch alot of movies.
i read alot of books.
presently i am reading a third grade text book on the american presidents.
i am on ike.
ten more presidents to go.
i feel really tired right now.
somedays i hate humanity and never want to interact with it again.
somedays i am so lonely it hurts.
i get headaches. really bad headaches. almost every day.
i own a copy of pulp fiction in russian.
i am the only person that speaks english on my floor in my apartment building.
i dont know what i think about Jesus or chrisitianity.
though i do have some opinions on those who use Jesus and christianity for political gain.
i really suck at checkers, pinball and the crossword puzzle.
today i think i will have spaghetti for lunch.
and what about you? whats new with you?
10:15 a.m. - 2006-02-21
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