today is my second day off in a row that i have been called into work.
stupid people and their stupid mono.
the computer i am on is slow. it keeps freezing up.
today i feel pissy, perhaps even male PMSy, mostly due to the fact that i have had, seemingly, no down time the last several days.
here is how i work. i dont like people. not in general. well, i like them from a distance or in moderation. however, my job (starbucks) requires me to not only be around people but to be friendly as well.
to kiss their spoiled, rude asses and grant them their caffeine dreams.
to maintain sanity, i take refuge in solitude. at least one day a week where i dont spend time with people.
maybe i will go to a movie, or perhaps just stay in my room and read all day. sometimes i'll go to the mall or a park and watch people.
always by myself. always with the minimum of human interaction.
this one day a week is my favorite day of the week.
my job exists for me to have just this one day.
stupid people and their stupid mono.
i am tired and pissy.
today was supposed to be my one day. i wont have a chance to have my one day until late next week. i am working every day until next thursday.
do i want sympathy?
no.
i just want to vent. i just want to tell someone (something) how tired and pissy i am.
and i just want that someone (something) to not judge or talk but to just wink at me as i hit that submit button on the bottom of the page.
just give a little smile.
God bless you, computer.
you are my priest and my therapist sans guilt and hourly charges.
11:20 a.m. - 2005-08-17
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