today is my birthday.
twenty four today.
in debt to my eyeballs.
with nothing at all to do.
my roomates are claiming that i owe them elleven hundred dollars in missed rent payments. they are saying that i need to have that money paid to them by the end of the month.
and since i can't find my bank statements or my checkbook there is no way that i can prove them wrong.
happy birthday to me.
in a week could be out on the street.
today's lesson:
never pay cash for rent.
never trust the memory of a friend.
today is my birthday.
never felt so lonely.
this city holds few friends for me,
and oh so many strangers.
my feet have grown quite heavy.
i have misplaced my wings.
no sudden escape for me today.
that was my only birthday wish.
today is my birthday.
and i am grateful to be loved.
her lips, so soft and graceful,
will grant me temporary escape.
i will forget yesterday and tomorrow
and, even for just a day, again be happy.
today is my birthday.
light me a candle.
make me a wish.
and pray that the outcome of the year
is not determined by it's first day.
1:34 p.m. - 2005-01-23
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