my life is dissolving.
all thoughts and memories
goals and ambitions
have been washed down the drain along with all my hair that i am losing.
ask me what i did yesterday.
hell, ask me what i have done so far today.
i dont remember.
maybe its just that my focus has changed.
the life that was so intently absorbed by me and all of my contemplations has now found a new object of obsession.
lips.
not just any lips, of course, but hers.
my life, my identity, melts away more and more with every kiss. vanishes with every desirous gaze that floats across the room from her to me.
and its not that i am in love or in some euphoric state of school girl giddiness. for that, you understand, would be me existing.
and existing is not something that i am actively involved with.
i live in a dream like state.
a kiss enduced coma.
i just hope that the doctors find a way of waking me,
so that i can enjoy it more.
12:36 p.m. - 2004-10-18
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