dear ______,
here i am from a year ago.
from the last time we talked.
i really feel guite different.
i know its not the same as actually being different.
but feelings are powerful nonetheless.
since this time last year:
i have become more mature. well, in some things. i have a budget now, i am almost capable of carrying on a relationship, and i havent wet the bed in some time.
i more comfortable in my cynicism. the fact that people are naturally selfish doesnt even seem like an issue anymore. the idea that people arent too be trusted comes naturally assumed.
i drink more.
i watch more movies.
i shower less.
the quality of my writing has increased, but my discipline and frequency has slipped.
my faith is still up in the air. i have a feeling it will remain so for sometime.
i still dont live alone.
i still eat out too often.
i still look like i am in highschool.
the other day i got carded going into a R-rated movie.
my hair still sucks.
i still imagine that my life is a tv show.
i still practice what i would say to david letterman while in the shower.
i still play the air guitar (but not nearly as much i used too)
i am still hungry to devour all that life has to offer.
i stil dont know how to do that.
i am beginning to believe that everything that is important in life is ineveitable cliche.
i am starting to wonder what the point is to all of this.
i am starting to wonder how i can end this entry.
i am starting to wonder if anyone has read this far.
i am starting to wonder where i will be a year from now.
how different all of this will be.
i am starting to wonder what episode of friends is on right now.
think i'll go watch and see.
write too you soon.
10:08 p.m. - 2004-08-18
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