so my three days of emotional sickness have seemed to subside.
at least for the present.
in the aftermath of hurricane sadness i have found (as usual) that my life does not suck nearly as bad as i thought.
especially on the God side of things.
i think that i am one who needs to have disaster.
and i will make one up if need be.
so, in reality God and i are not as distant as i sometimes like to believe.
but then again, maybe we are.
relationships containing more than one person are almost impossible to accurately define.
you never know what they are thinking and feeling. you never know what they are holding back.
defining the status of a relationship with an unspeaking deity is all the more challenging.
i have no idea if God is happy with me.
i do know i am happy with him.
and thats a very big something.
so for now i am content to relish good friends, good memories, and pedro the lion.
12:33 p.m. - 2004-08-04
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