over the past few years i have had about seven roomates.
none of us have gotten along well.
i am beginning to think that it is not them.
i dont believe that i am capable of co-inhabitation.
in fact, when i get married i am going to arrange it so that we live in seperate houses and meet at a pre-planned time for sex and intimate conversation.
the reason why i am a bad roomate is this.
i am not the social butterfly that people often take me for.
in fact, i am not a people person at all.
i dont like people.
i am a jerk.
but since i cannot be a jerk and still be employed i must work up some social skills.
forcing smiles and witholding comments and all.
so, since i am a jerk, but am not able to be a jerk at work or anywhere in the outside world, i only have one place left to be the real me.
home.
but if home has people in it, it leaves me with a problem.
should i be social and nice to these people,
or should i let loose as the jerk i am?
either way its no fun for the roomate.
if i am nice, i am nice in the resentful-i-dont-want-to-be-nice-but-i-have-to-be way.
if i am a jerk, than i am a jerk.
so thats why i think it to be in the best interest of society for me to live alone.
as a hermit.
screaming at the newspaper boy.
talking to stuffed animals
never going outside in daylight,
unless i am naked.
3:32 p.m. - 2003-08-01
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