I am at the airport. Sitting next to giant windows. Watching planes on the tarmac. Listening to Brian Eno's Music For Airports.
I am flying to Denver. Where I will take the train into the city to a hotel downtown. And will meet a woman that I have been corresponding with for some time. We were friends before this (a crush I've had for years, to be honest). But she started writing me letters and feelings and fetishes were revealed. Tonight I am to call her miss. Tonight I will do what she says.
Tomorrow I will take a bus from the city to a small town where my brother will meet me. He will take me on a 30 minute drive to his house out in a forest. I will play with his dogs. I will also purchase from him a fully converted camper van. This will likely be me new home once my lease is up in September.
On Thursday, I will go to a funeral. It is for a person that I knew but did not know well. He was always around the same things I was. Little art gathering and small punk shows and anything else that was weird and happening. A lot of people I really love loved him. So I am going to support them. And to say hello. I will imagine I am going to see people I haven't seen in at least a decade.
Then a few days of Denver. Maybe seeing people, maybe not. I have a sort of business meeting on Saturday, but that's the only thing really planned. Another woman I have always wanted to kiss has invited me to spend Friday night at her house in Golden. She invited me to sleep in the guest room, though one never knows. If nothing else, I will spend an evening looking at stars with someone I enjoy. I would be fine if that's all there is. I would be okay if it turned into something more.
And then the van and I head into the mountains for a day and the desert for a day before going home to sweet Tulsa.
There are children playing tag among the seating area.
There is a plane taxiing for take off.
Everything is what it is.
And it is beautiful
12:28 p.m. - 2021-06-08
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