Where to start...
Some things have happened since I wrote on here last.
I have been experimenting with the Law of Attraction and manifesting my own reality and etc.
I have found it works sometimes.
(like how someone bought me tickets for Denver Comic Con last year, or how my old professor and mentor just gave me a car.)
But not all the time.
(hell, I am still broke, still single, still sick, still not traveling, etc.)
But I've begun to think that maybe when it doesn't work it is because I am not being specific enough in setting my mind to what I desire.
Things also just work in their time.
So I have been very specific in my thoughts about my career.
I want to write full-time about religion and culture.
I want to help people find healing and meaning in the midst of our great unmoored and anxious times.
I want to build bridges between believers and non-believers, liberals and conservatives, I want to get us talking productively again.
And in the last two weeks,
I have met with a handful of different pastors and discussed the kind of bridge building things I want to do. I am making some real connections there.
My therapist has asked me to meet with one of her other patients who is struggling to come to terms with his life post-belief.
And just a few minutes ago, I was hired (without pay, but still) to help expand a small indy publishing house that has a bit of a niche focus on American religious culture. In addition to writing for them, I will be doing editing, marketing, and a lot of business stuff. My job is to get us making enough money so that I can get paid.
Things are lining up.
Things are flowing.
I am in the Tao.
I was planning on writing on what manifesting has been doing to my relationally, but I think I am going to hold off on that for now.
Suffice it to say that I have been having a lot of sex lately but also some transformational rejection. Another post though. Another time.
In the meantime, I am going to smoke some pot and continue to contemplate how I just might be a bodhisattva.
I am also going to relish in the fact that I am a real, honest to God,writer and I am going to make this small press flourish.
4:06 p.m. - 2017-02-24
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