In about an hour, I am going to head to the airport for Las Vegas.
I am going for the weekend. I have never been before. My airfare and hotel were paid for by generous friends.
In about an hour, I am going to put an outright ban on me thinking about the future, the past, my perceived shortcomings, my fears, worries, and anxieties. I am not even going to let myself think about our new president and whatever horrible things he'll do over the next few days.
In about an hour, I am going to fully believe that I am the sexiest, most confident man on the planet. And I am going to have fun. I have no idea what to expect for this trip, but it is going to be fun.
Because you know what?
I actually am not only handsome, but am attentive and appreciative and caring and respectful and intelligent and sharp-witted.
People are better off because they know me. I am a positive impact on people's lives. I make people feel comfortable and important and valuable. And that's pretty damn sexy.
Things have been shit for a long time now.
It's time I remember my worth.
And it's well past time that I start having a little fun again.
4:37 a.m. - 2017-01-28
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