yesterday, almost a week after my mom's mom died, my dad's dad passed away.
i got angry at God for his timing.
i cant even get time off for his funeral because of the time i took off for my grandma's funeral.
my parents have had a pretty strenous weak.
included with the deaths of their parents, were numerous staff and church problems.
throughout their thirty years of ministry they have had so many weeks like this.
almost every staff member they have had has been let go for either moral failure, or rebellion/shurch splitting.
this teusday i have a meeting with my pastor to discuss why i want to leave insomnia.
i think i'll point out my parents and ask "looking at how God has treated his longtime faithful servants, why should i serve him?"
4:24 p.m. - 2003-06-29
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