This is a short entry.
It is just to say that I turned 33 years old this week.
It is also just to say something about how amazing it feels in your brain when depression just magically clicks off.
You wake up one morning like you are waking from a coma. Everything is possible again. It's beautiful.
And whether it was my decision to stop thinking about my depression and throw myself completely into the pursuit of real and honest true joy that cured my depression.
Or if it was that my depression went away and thus I was able to have thoughts like "I need to pursue joy"
It doesn't really matter. I feel good. I hope it last for a little bit.
This is also a post to say that I don't miss my ex-girlfriend at all.
Does that make me a bad person?
I just really love being single. At least right now.
It's the simple things, I get to decide where I eat lunch and what my plans are for the weekend. I don't have to worry about whether she (and not even a specific she) will enjoy whatever plan I have come up with.
It's liberating.
Maybe eventually I will see the advantage of being coupled off, but right now it is honestly nice just to focus on improving my condition.
If I were at a party and someone asked me the classic question, "what do you do?"
I would tell them, I fix myself. Or at least I am trying to.
I would also tell them that I watch the Star Wars movies a lot.
This was a short entry.
Now food somewhere and sunshine.
Now one step closer to Nirvana
11:16 a.m. - 2014-01-25
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