it is eight thirty on wednesday evening and i have just given up on my goal of thirteen hours of sleep.
it should have started around six forty; right around the start of double jeopardy, and in fact, it did.
i awoke, however, at around seven forty five.
which leaves me here now, at eight thirty, far too preoccupied to sleep.
i keep finding myself thinking about the gym
and about the practical realization of anarchy
and about a girl that i very much might love someday
and how this girl is really no different from all the other girls that i might very much love
(not that she is not special. she is. but there is a possibility that her specialness is not what i am especially drawn to. does that make sense? )
and i am thinking about writing
and about money
and my lack of it
and how i gave up the chance to make a few extra bucks on monday to study for a test that i most likely failed today anyway
and i am considering cigarettes
and a nice long walk
perhaps while wearing my turtleneck sweater that i bought for myself because i was originally planning on going as a beatnick last halloween, but then decided to go in drag instead
and punctuation. i am thinking about punctuation
and "needless pronouns"
those words are in quotes for a reason
i am not going to tell you the reason
you can just make something up
and i am thinking that i probably WOULD set fire to a hospital if i was in danger of losing my thumbs
and unicycles
and cammy's graduation and how i still have not called to think her for her easter present
and how i am always (always!) worried about leaving too long of an entry on here
which is why i think i am going to go
for a walk
or maybe just back to bed.
8:27 p.m. - 2007-04-04
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