my first week in my new apartment has coincided nicely with the down swing of my bi-polar leaving me feeling a bit glum.
i am the gum on the bottoms of school desks.
i dont know what that means. it just popped into my head.
so, here i am, lonely and poor, trying to escape the ineveitable trip to blockbuster and subsequent leftover pizza (which i cant mircrowave. i dont have a microwave.) and this is where i ended up.
i have a stomach ache and a craving for juice.
i have lived in my very own place for three days and already what i thought was going to be a zen sanctuary of minimilism (just my bed and books, man) has turned into a deprived den of materialistic debauchery. i love stuff. i have spent all of my money (seriously, all of my money, i cant eat for at least four days.) on stuff.
stupid stuff too.
do i really need a trash can?
and what about a smoke detector? surely, i could have just sniffed around instead.
toilet paper? please. i am clearly just spoiled and too well adapted to my life of luxury and paper towels.
this will change soon. it will have too.
i've got no other place to go and no money to go there.
i have been abandoned in colorado springs (the fifth largest conservative city in the U.S.) i need a rescue.
february come quick!
daddy wants a new state to live in!
7:56 p.m. - 2005-08-24
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