i want to be cool.
i've just decided.
mysterious and enigmatic
i'll walk into the room
with my black turtleneck and
lit ciggerette
and you will fear me
fear my dissapproval
you will want to know me
you willl want to be me
i will be cool
i will always have the right thing to say
i will never stutter
never embarrass myself
i will never do my ballet dances while at work
i will never rant for hours about the goonies or any other pop fim from my childhood.
i will go to the clubs
know what to say to the bartender
know how to act in front of all those sluttly little girls
i will be aloof and stand-offish
people will love me
and not the way that they love me now
when i am cool
people will adore me
hail me as their king
i will have better hair then
i'll be a rockstar
i'll cuss with much more finesse
i wont be caught up in all of my romantic ideals
i wont give a shit if i am respected in the morning
i will be cool
a newer better james dean
or
on second thought
i think i'll just go rent another movie
and take a nap.
yes. that'll be much more fulfilling.
2:14 p.m. - 2005-06-01
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