i hardly ever get mail.
not even bills.
not even those postcards the navy used to send me all the time.
most times i can go for weeks and still not have any mail in my little box.
thats why i was surprised today, to not just find mail, but a package.
she sent me a mix cd.
she, being my "friend" at virginia state.
the girl that i have been digitally dating for the last few months.
she sent me a mix cd.
to me, a mix cd is one of the most significant items in a young relationship.
why?
because it obviously took her time and thought.
because we convey through song what we may be powerless to articulate in words.
so, this afternoon i became quite intimate with my new cd.
i have scoured the lyrics for hidden messages.
looking for her secret words of affirmation.
and i have realized that i really dont like that new outkast song.
i think i am the only person alive that doesnt like that song.
i have also realized that-outside of outkast-this girl has some great taste in music.
i have greatly enjoyed the cd.
(i think i will keep the secret messages secret. mostly because they are probably just in my head.)
she is coming home for christmas break this saturday.
i have the full intention of wowing her somehow.
sweeping her off her feet, and all that.
but i as of yet, i cant think of a single romantic idea.
i have the worst case of romance block.
i have been saving up romantic ideas all my life (at least since puberty) and now, in the moment of need, nothing comes to mind.
that sucks.
6:59 p.m. - 2003-12-11
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