someone read my diary
that person, out of concern, talked to my youth pastor
my youth pastor, out of concern talked to mother
my mother, out of concern, read my diary
then called me.
she told me that i am a influence to the youth group and that i should be more mindful of what i write.
so to my mother and my youthpastor i am sorry.
sorry, that i tried to be honest and real. sorry that i am so mad at you for constructive criticism. know that i love you, but i will be careful when opening up to you in fear of more constructive criticism
to all those who i influence i am sorry
sorry that i let you down. i really am very sorry for that. i am hardly an example and i know i should be.
to the person who showed concern for me earlier,
yes, be concerned i am having a very hard time right now.
i am really, really lost right now.
for everyone else that reads,
i will no longer write in this diary.
i do plan on relocating, so send me a note if you desire my new location.
i will be very choosy about who i disclose my info to.
once again, i am sorry for everything.
4:32 p.m. - 2003-09-26
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