i had numerous self realizations this evening.
i dont think i will disclose any of them.
well maybe a few.
but i'm just giving the short versions.
i like silence. my perfect enviroment would be almost completly quiet (with the exeption of some ambience. like really soft music or rain drops.)
i no longer want to be cool. i know alot of people say this, and i also know that no one believes them. because who doesnt want to be cool? i dont. and i dont want to be anti-cool either. i really just want to live outside of the archetypes that society has layed out for me. i dont want to be like someone off of the "real world". i dont want to marry someone who wants me to be like john cusack. i dont want to fit in.
i feel a strong need to get into a fist fight. i would settle for a primal screaming match, or something similar to that. alls i know is that i gots lots of stress that is a needin' some release.
i am emotionally detached
i dont know what to say to members of the opposite sex.
i am a better listener than a talker.
i am glad that i didnt marry to early like the guy that talked to me earlier did.
i want to be like hans solo, but am doomed to be luke skywalker.
i dont know any wookie jokes.
i have no theory as to who shot JFK.
i have had a severe night of self awareness.
12:42 a.m. - 2003-08-14
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