for some reason i am very tired.
yesterday i had boundless energy and clear understanding.
i woke this morning with a sore back and the same questions i had last week
God is teaching me
but i dont know why i cant grasp it
it frustrates me so much
i am tired of being listless
of not knowing what i am doing with my life
i just wish that things were clear
i have yearnings and longings in me
but i dont know what they are for
like a frustrated mother screaming at her crying new born i want to say
"what do you want? just tell me and i will do it!"
if only i owned a kite
or where able to go to the park
and let the sun wash away my worries
"despite all my rage
i am still just a rat in a cage
someone would say
what is lost can never be saved
despite all my rage
i am still just a rat in a cage"-smashing pumpkins
this doesnt really fit, but since i am listening to this song right now i thought i would mention it.
yeah, i am stuck in the nineties
10:44 p.m. - 1997-11-15
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