i preached for my youth group last night.
i have been preaching since i was fifteen.
preaching is one thing that i happen to do quite well.
i am a "polished" preacher
the problem with that is that i am not really a transparent preacher.
i would prefer to say things that dont really apply to my life.
last night God wouldnt let me.
the whole time i was preaching i was fighting with myself to make sure that i was being transparent. honest. personal. real.
i did my best but i still wish that i could be more honest. i wish that i had the courage to be completly open before the people that love me.
Jesus please help me in this.
1:53 p.m. - 2002-11-04
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