okay,
its been a crazy weekend for so many different reasons.
my friend got jacked (literally)
my stuff got stolen (again, third time in six months actually)
and i had another fight with God
it was the God fight that i have decided to write about today. being that God fights always bring a great deal of change into ones life. (i.e. jacob from the bible)
this last fight dealt with being fake
i am fake
God doesnt like that
we fought
he won
again
however this time God threw a punch that i wasnt expecting and i hope to never recover from
God hit me with grace
just the thought that God pays no mind to my credentials, knowledge, or pastoral handshake, but rather only cares about me, the real me is a bit shaking
so i am doing my best to embrace his grace and be real with who i am
i am:
a liar
a narcissist
a deafetist
a bad speller
lustful
prideful
doubtful
fearful
and "ful" of many other things i'm sure
but on top of all that i am known and loved by the most extravagant lover of all
so im just going to enjoy being loved and being forgiven in spite of how shamefully vile i still am
12:00 p.m. - 2002-09-09
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