papotheclown

Still? Still.

I have been suicidal for so long that it's no longer troubling or worrisome.

It's just annoying.

Like a toothache that won't go away.

I wish I could want to live.
I keep trying to convince my brain, but he isn't falling for it.

6:53 a.m. - 2019-11-30

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