I am in generally good spirits but can feel my anxiety lurking behind my shoulder.
Right now, it's just a general feeling of uneasiness. Like I've said something wrong to somebody or forgotten something important.
I need to remember my affirmations. I need to start meditating again.
Everything feels off balance.
But still, I remain in good spirits.
Went to my brother's house in the mountains today for Thanksgiving. He lives in an earthship. Several deer were grazing just outside the window.
It was serene and the pot he grows is superb.
I brought him a record player that I found while dumpster diving. We tinkered with it a bit and got it to work. We drank beer and listened to our grandmother's old records.
Pretty much all 1950s country stuff and a little bit of Perry Como. There was also a 45 of "Yes, We Have No Bananas" hidden with one of her albums. In the original German, no less.
I guess I really don't have anything to report.
I am fine. Just disorientated and a little anxious.
But I am still grateful for everything.
If I prayed, tonight I would pray for enlightenment through dreams.
7:14 p.m. - 2016-11-24
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