What's the expression?
I've got it bad and that ain't good?
Yesterday I sat in the library working on my senior thesis but was driven mad by the thought that she was in the same library one floor below working on a group project.
I convinced her to stop by and say hello before she left to work on other things. She ended up sitting with me for an hour. Whispering giddy nothings to each other instead of focusing on the work that we are both buried in.
I could not convince her to find a secluded spot deep in the stacks of the library. But it will happen. I told her I wanted to kiss her in history of Marxism section she said she prefered the section on German fairy tales.
And later that night when she—a psych major—explained what was chemically happening in our brains while I nibbled on her ear lobes and caressed her body with my fingers, our bodies intertwined for hours, she told me that new love is like cocaine.
And then she asked me what I was doing for Christmas.
And oh, to pull myself away last night. Desperate for her, but holden to my promise to wait until she is comfortable and ready for sex. It felt like defying gravity. Everything in me pulled me back to her. It must have taken an hour for us to leave each others arms.
And mere minutes after she dropped me off, she sent a text saying that she regretted letting me go. Letting me know then that she is now ready.
We ended up texting for another hour. I had no idea that a South Dakotan farm girl could be so explicit.
Our first shared orgasm happened with her in her apartment and me ten blocks away in mine.
I was so close I almost ran back to her.
But I needed to sleep. There is much to do. We are both behind in school.
I don't know if I have ever met anyone like her.
I can't seem to think about anything else.
I got it bad and it is so fucking good.
6:47 a.m. - 2016-02-25
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