I made a list. I typed it up on here.
It was a list of my non-negotiables. The things that I absolutely needed in a romantic partner.
I then made another list. This one was just for fun. It was a list of qualities of the person that's perfect for me.
It was an oddly specific list. I never really believed I would find anyone like that. It was just nice to think about this dream girl of mine sometimes. Every once in a while I would worry that this list of qualities was just too unrealistic; that it was causing me to have impossibly high standards. No one person could possibly have all of those oddly specific qualities at once.
But then I got to know Erica.
She really seems to be the embodiment of both my lists. Not only that, but she really likes me.
We have only been dating for just a week or so, so who knows what will happen.
It all does feel a little too good to be true right now.
But shit, even if it is too good to be true and doesn't last that long, I don't even care at this point.
Someone like her exists.
That's enough to keep me going.
11:37 p.m. - 2016-02-17
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