Dear Diary,
I am awfully lonely.
I have connections with people. I connect with my students over the subject matter, and my colleagues over our love for our students.
I love that I am a guy that people want to talk to about serious stuff. I have a lot of great conversations about writing, philosophy, politics, movies, etc.
I also love that I am a guy that people want to talk to about personal stuff. I try to be a good listener and good counselor. Sometimes I am successful at that.
All that stuff is great. It really is. It's fulfilling in a lot of ways.
It's just not fulfilling in this one way.
That real emotional connection way.
That wordless way.
I am really lonely.
It really sucks.
5:51 p.m. - 2015-10-07
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