And poof.
Just like that.
I am single again.
After she broke up with me, she said
"wow, you didn't even try to fight for us."
I told her I would have fought if I thought I could win.
But everything she said was true.
I need to figure out my depression.
I need to build some sustainable skills.
I need to be able to get out of my head if I am ever going to have a real relationship.
I have a lot of work to do on myself.
I can't build a real relationship at the same time.
Plus, she was ambivalent about us from the start.
I have been waiting for her to end it with us for months now.
I didn't want to end it, so I kept hoping for the best.
But I knew.
Nothing about today was a surprise.
And now it's over.
I mostly feel fine.
2:57 p.m. - 2014-01-12
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