If nothing else, I will always come to diaryland when I have relationship problems.
Oh, dearest blog, how you will listen to me whine when no one else will.
Alayna, well...
She wants an open relationship. I guess that's the best thing to call it.
She told me that I should pursue other girls if I find one that interests me.
She told me that she likes me a lot but she doesn't think we are compatible for a committed, monogamous relationship. So I shouldn't "focus all of [my] attention on [her]."
I don't really know what to do with that.
I really like her, but I kind of feel like she's telling me that I'm not good enough for her (but that could just be my insecurities talking. I already feel inferior to her due to her education and economic status).
Maybe I'm looking at this wrong. I'm not in any sort of state to get married or have a long-term relationship.
I'm broke,
I'm busy all the time (two jobs now, school full-time, probably going to start volunteering soon),
so what's wrong with just having a no-pressure, "we know it's not going anywhere, so let's just have fun" kind of thing?
Sex columnist Dan Savage says that it is the quality of the relationship, not the duration of it, that counts. Maybe that's true.
Even at 32, I feel years behind everyone else when it comes to this kind of thing.
I just want to go back and play with my Star Wars action figures.
6:06 p.m. - 2013-02-27
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