I don't think I've mentioned my mystery disease on here much, and I am not going to today.
I will say that I think it has to do with depression and stress, and I think diet has a big part to do with that. It is time to make some really active changes in lifestyle (he says, contemplating the frozen waffles he has in store for dinner; the can of whipped cream he inhaled for lunch).
I have many great creative ideas at the moment, but no real energy to carry them out. The girlfriend says I should just focus on one thing at a time and see if I can actually finish something.
I don't think my brain works like that though.
I think of one thing and my brain immediately starts flooding in ideas for some other project that I had forgotten about. I think multi-tasking is fine. It's pretty great, actually. But she is right about the finishing.
I need an assistant. Or just energy and time.
Sometimes I think about what I could do if I just had a day where I wasn't in constant pain and fatigue; where I wasn't so depressed and overwhelmed.
I could change the world.
Or at least I could change my world.
And that is far more than I ever could of dreamed.
And thus, in addition to a drastic change in diet, I am going to try anti-depressants.
4:46 p.m. - 2011-11-27
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