Last night, I started reading older entries from this site. It was mostly to see if I did actually write about my first kiss. I didn't. Well, at least I didn't write about my first kiss from a stripper. I am still unsure whether I wrote about my real first kiss. I haven't got that far into my reading yet.
I am reading this blog like it's a novel. I am keeping extensive notes of my favorite moments. There have been a few times that I have laughed out loud. A few other times when I felt myself starting to cry. I am so grateful that I was so diligent in recording everything that happened during my year as a missionary. I just wish that I now had done the same during the last few years.
So much has happened.
If I was disciplined in writing this, I wouldn't now have to give the back story of why I am living in a basement on an air mattress, feet away from a guy who keeps having sex in front of me.
I wouldn't also have to explain exactly how and why I am happier than I have ever been before. A lot of which has to do with my girlfriend, yes, but it really goes much deeper than that. I have the girlfriend that I have because I am happy. It was my happiness that attracted her to me. I am happy because...well, I suppose it's a long story. Maybe one I'll save for my next entry.
I don't know if anyone will read this. I really don't care. I know that someday I will. And it will mean more to me than anything.
2:26 p.m. - 2011-08-22
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