"hello this is my first diary entry. i am so excited. i will reveal all the secrets of my heart, which are not many mind you, but hey you give what you can.i hope people read this. i know my life is boring and im sorry."-papotheclown, jan. 19, 2002.
today marks the six year anniversary of my writing on diaryland.
this diary has chronicled more or less my entire existence of the last six years.
it was with me when i received my first kiss and my first girlfriend.
it has moved with me to three different states.
it has been preached against by many of my pastors.
it has repeatedly gotten me in trouble with my parents.
it has brought me closer to people whom i know refer to as dear friends.
and most importantly, it has helped shape who i am as a person.
when i started diaryland, i had just finished bible school and was just starting to have a crisis in faith. i had no real interest in writing, but thought that this could be a very therapeutic way for me to sort through my doubts.
as time as moved on my doubts have grown and taken shape. I am no longer in the ministry. i am no longer what i used to be at all.
in fact, the only thing that has truly stayed consistent all these years (outside of my love for cardigan sweaters) has been diaryland.
and that's why i now raise my glass and salute.
to freedom and to expression.
amen.
2:31 p.m. - 2008-01-19
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