things must get better.
one thinks that they must get better.
it is in the nature of things.
it is what things do.
like a pheonix, things are in a constant cycle.
they blow up all around you
only to rise again from the ashes
transcendent in glory.
right?
sometimes though, especially these times, i wonder if things MUST get better.
because if they must, then they were commanded to by someone or something; God or natural law.
in which case one could assume that that those commanding these things-which have been so horribly bad to get better- have a reason for their ebb and flow.
that there is a purpose to everything.
thus leaving to one wonder about the downword slope of things.
am i supposed to be learning a lesson?
is this all so that i can appreciate the good times when they arrive?
which really brings me to where i am presently:
does any of it matter?
if things are merely seasonal; good one day, bad the next
the mind can easily reverse them.
the good days will become depressing because one will know that they will soon fade.
the bad days won't seem as bad because it is in the nature of things to get better.
i don't really know where i am going with this.
all i know is that i am still homeless.
over a hundred dollars overdrawn from my bank
sick from the cat that i am watching in exchange for temporary lodging
and not seeing a resolution anytime soon.
things will get better?
i don't know if i believe that.
i don't know how much of a consolotion it would be if i did.
11:36 a.m. - 2007-07-27
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