okay, so the first thing i should tell you is that i am drunk. incredibly so.
i believe that this is the first time that i have ever posted anything while intoxicated. hope everything comes out spelled right.
at the present moment i am drinking some crown and coke (mostly crown), and listening to "free bird" over and over again (i dont think there is a better song to listen to while drunk).
and here now is the reason(s) why i am drunk and alone on a saturday night:
1. the blizzard has pretty much left me with nothing to do.
2. i am single again.
(for real this time. i even gave it a few days before i wrote anything about it.)
but here is the real reason, a reason that we shall entitle 2.A:
i suppose that through the history of relationships there is always one side of the defunct couple that gets on a little faster than the other. this almost always causes pain on behalf of the one still mourning the death of love.
but still, inspite of thousands of others experiencing the same pain, i find myself, tonight, discovering it for the first time.
we broke up three days ago and she is already into someone new?
sigh.
i would say more. i want to. but this poisen i have drank has numbed me beyond articulation.
beyond good grammer.
beyond caring.
beyond feeling.
i guess that the bottome line is that my ego has suffered a deadly blow.
i thought i was leaving her but she was leaving me.
i guess i am not hard to get over.
tonight, i will drink my lullaby.
tomorrow...
well, who knows tomrrow?
11:14 p.m. - 2006-12-30
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