the second longest relationship i have ever been in ended last night at around 9:22 mountain time.
it was preceeded by dinner at burger king and a quick stop at the thrift store.
(i had half a whopper and bought a four volume collection of the history of philosphy.)
it was followed by numerous drinks with my brother at our favorite celtic bar.
( guiness and jameson irish whiskey.)
then more drinks, this time by myself, at my favorite local jazz club.
(a lot of water and a few of what the bartender called "break-up shots", the ingredients unknown.)
the actual event, which still kind of hurts to write about, took place on the couch in her apartment. i knew it was coming for a week or so before hand, but it still hurt like hell.
"i really do love you and can't imagine a more perfect guy for me, but i just dont have any sort of romantic feelings for you anymore."
we both cried. promised to stay friends. i cried for a while more on the steps outside her building. next week would have been four months.
(the soundtrack of the break-up was some angry punk-esque rock followed by pedro the lion and sufjan stevens.)
it was the day after the biggest blizzard i have ever been in.
a week before the mid-term elections.
the weather was partly cloudy and a brisk 45 degrees.
and i again became single.
10:22 a.m. - 2006-10-28
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