my heart ,in speedy palpatations due to far too much coffee and not enough food, sits frustrated next to me on the couch.
"we never do anything." it says.
"really? i hadnt noticed." i respond, eating more licorice.
(i love licorice more than life.)
"we should do something."
"okay, heart," i say, realizing more and more what kind of dumb literary device my boredom has left me to deal with, "what do you want to do?"
"aww, shit," (my heart is very profane.) "lets go for a walk or something. anything. its so boring just staring at that damn notebook of yours."
so we went. me in my favorite sweater and scarf, my heart in his comfortable shoes. before we even left the building our neighbor told us that we shouldnt go out.
"cops are everywhere man. some punk kid in our building stole a car. they've sealed off the whole block looking for him."
we walked down the street and saw all the cars. heart counted fifteen police cars. i only saw ten.
we walked back to my apartment. this story was waiting for us.
"where did you go?" he said. he was pissed.
"out."
"what? just like that? without finishing me? what kind of friend are you? no wonder i dont see you more. you beg and beg when i am not around and then when i show up you leave! i dont even make sense!"
my heart and i just ignored him and watched tv.
he must have taken it pretty badly.
i found him this morning passed out on the kitchen floor with an empty bottle of wine.
i kicked him a little. "hey, you want me to finish you?"
"fuck you"
"alright then you are going on the internet like that."
and thats what happened
10:51 a.m. - 2006-01-28
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