first day off since vacation.
what does one do?
needing another adventure, i decide not to pick a destination.
just a direction will do.
got in the car and drove to the city.
music blaring. windows down. absently drumming along on the steering wheel.
this is how life should be. this is what life is.
i did nothing in denver. simply walked from store to store. gave away a few ciggerettes. sat inside the catholic church in silence. it was so many adjectives that i dont know how to spell.
went to the littleton mall on my way home. caught four young girls checking me out. checking me out, or laughing at me because i was talking to myself. hard to tell really. i continued to rub my car keys. i walked on.
got home. went for a walk. some random phone conversations about art and the new project i am working on. i need to buy a silkscreen.
another phone call at 9:30 pm: "you want to go to denver?"
got back to denver at around 11:00. walked aimlessly through the same places i walked before until around 3:30 or 4. had conversations with strangers. anonymous friendship? is that how she described it? we snuck into hotel ballrooms. we gave flowers to homeless people. she took polaroids of people's cars and then left them on the windsheild. we went to wal-mart at four in the morning.
for the first time in sometime i felt alive. actually alive. not this plastic existence. not this life inside a bubble.
but color, laughter, fun.
i think i was born to be a wanderer. i become so stagnant when stuck in one place.
if only i weighed less so the wind could carry me away.
i pray for the courage to float.
10:39 a.m. - 2005-05-23
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