sometimes it starts without reason.
sometimes the reason seems entirely shallow and irrelevant.
wake up to a tear soaked pillow.
break down at a red-light on your way to work.
break down again at work.
hold tight to the counter and cry.
try to stop out of fear of being seen.
no use.
the world is coming to an end.
feel so alone.
feel the absence of energy.
try to decide which song to die to.
remember sayings that have been said.
"you have nothing to be depressed about."
"just pick yourself up and move along."
labels that have been given.
"overly dramatic whiner"
"spoiled, selfish brat."
feel worse, fearing the truth of such words.
look for a way out.
try to find a way of escape.
walls of hopelessness climb high,
while the fortress of comfort break away.
just another bi-polar day.
be fine tomorrow.
imagine being okay.
say that its all in the head.
dont believe in any reasoning you give.
hide in a cave until the storm passes by.
4:22 p.m. - 2005-01-27
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