"so would you let me read your diary?"
"uh, yeah. just, just let me be there when you do."
last night she read it.
she read this.
these same paragraphs that you read.
these same sentences that are all about her.
i never realized how much i write about her.
i wasnt aware of how my gushing emotions gathered into some sort of pool for anyone to take a swim in.
but it didnt take long for realization to kick in.
(most recent entry is brought up)
"hmm, yeah i dont know if we should be reading these."
but she did.
everyone about her.
(plus a few extras for good measure.)
in retrospect, i wish that i watched her closer.
studied her reactions.
but instead, i just tried to skim through faster than her, hoping to God that there wasnt anything super-embarrasing.
i know that she laughed alot.
(mostly at places where i refer to my attractiveness)
and i know that she wondered if she actually said the things i credited her for.
(so i embellish a little. i am a writer, its what we do.)
i also know that her reaction was to scoot her chair closer to mine.
to squeeze my hand.
to kiss me so softly and gently that i swear to God that i was floating.
it also lead to us kissing the kind of kisses that can make one forget where they are.
(but all of that isnt important is it?)
once again, i cant think of a good way to end this story.
so i'll just say that for once, this blog has come in handy.
she's read my mind, like she's read my lips.
9:08 a.m. - 2004-11-13
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