i have had a girlfriend for four days now.
three of those days we have spent an estimated twelve hours together.
for someone who has never really had a girlfriend, this last week has been quite intense.
my head is still whirling from the impact of hurricane emily.
my heart has that burnt tire smell from trying to keep the brakes on.
the rest of me is taking pictures, having a great time touring what was once a dark and unknown place.
it has been a great week.
but things need to slow down, or this will burn out.
things need to slow down, before i run away.
i still have that akward, new town feeling about all of this.
i keep wanting to go back to where i was, but i know that if i just hang on long enough i will eventually became just as, if not more, comfortable in my new sorroundings.
but its like i moved into this new town, and on the same day began running for mayor.
things need to slow down.
i know things need to slow down.
but when i see her, when she leans against my shoulder, tucked safely under my arm,
nothing else exists.
her smile is my drug of choice.
and that drug will soon put me out on the street.
unless things slow down.
things must slow down.
6:50 a.m. - 2004-09-20
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