i think that i have about had it with emo.
now, now, i am sure some of you are thinking, "what! blasphemy!"
and others of you are thinking, "what! your twenty three! you should have never liked emo in the first place. what's next a confession of enjoying yu-gi-oh?"
and whichever side of thought you might be on, your entitled to your opinion.
but here is the deal, i want to a show last night. spent my last ten bucks to go. only reason i went was because some cute blond on the street asked me if i was going. she turned out to be like sixteen or something. the whole night she kept looking over at me and smiling. those black X's on her hand served me well as a warning sign.
to distract myself from the blond (who will make some sixteen year old very happy one day) i made a point of looking for the people with the club's logo stamped on their right hand. i was determined to find some people over twenty one.
you know what i saw?
a bunch of guys.
a bunch of sick, perverted, loser-ish guys, who like me, were there to check out all those underage girls.
emo, it is said, is all about guys complaining that they can't get girls.
you know why that is?
BECAUSE THEY ARE ALL STILL IN HIGHSCHOOL
regardless, that wasnt my entire point of why i am abandoning "the scene".
standing at the club, nodding my head to the infectious pop/melodic/punk/distorted sounds, i began thinking about the philosphy behind the music.
i couldnt think of one.
emo is not like the anarchy of punk
the hopelessness of nineties alternative
the rage against the machine of rage against the machine
emo, as best as i can tell, is about big hair and girls that wont sleep with you.
and thats why i am thinking about leaving emo.
but where would i go?
thats my problem.
i still havent another sense of style or music that i like more.
all existing scenes tend to suck a little bit.
which is why i am thinking of starting my own scene.
so far, my scene does not yet have a
music
a peculiar fashion sense
new slang vocabulary
or way of ever catching on.
what it does have is the rule that
pirates
ninjas
and monkeys
are no longer funny.
if anyone has any ideas on
A. why emo is still cool and perfectly healthy for a man of my age to enjoy
or
2. how we can create a brand new scene, where one can get the ladies
by all means, let me know.
until then, i shall rot in the purgatory of scenelessness.
12:58 p.m. - 2004-09-11
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