self-actualization is a myth.
thats what some people believe anyways.
smart people.
attractive people.
and you want to believe them because they are so smart and attractive and also because it really makes alot of sense.
we have the capacity, and i might add tendency, to surprise ourselves often.
take tonight....please!
okay, bad joke, but seriously i was all set up and prepared to just stand alone at the punk rock show being all depressed and what not when i get a phone call from the girl that i love from work.
(just in case you are not aware, every girl i know has a nickname so that others dont get confused when i talk about them. the girl i love from work has become just a friend to me, but a very good friend, and has pedro the lion once titled an album "its hard to find a friend.")
the girl i love (or maybe i should say loved) from work wanted to hang out.
we wanted to go to a movie.
but then, while waiting for it to start we decided to screw the movie (not literally, of course) and go do karoake.
now, i know me. i know that i dont do things like karoake.
but i really do like things like karoake.
(i cant spell karoake.)
i have never had so much fun since i moved here to colorado.
the guy that did johnny cash songs said that i was really good.
the guy that did van halen (the david lee roth years) said that my vanilla ice was the best he's ever seen.
the girl i love(d) from work gave me a high five. twice!
i felt so euphoric driving home that i managed to talk (or perhaps flirt) my way out of a speeding ticket.
i felt like a different person.
i felt like maybe a johnny, or perhaps even a blake.
but not like a ryan at all.
so, it just goes to show, you never know who you really are.
unless, of course, you have looked deep into the japanese mirror of tv screens, mircophones, and crappy eighties music.
thats right, self actualization comes through karoake.
let all naysayers be damned.
12:58 a.m. - 2004-08-28
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